Heartstopper ff

At charlies's Part 1 (contains a bit smut)

Tw: body dysmorphia, eating disorder!
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POV. Nick
It was Saturday. Me and Charlie met up either at his or my house. We are now together for like a couple of months. I told my friends about us and most of them are cool with it. Anyways I missed him so much, even though I haven't seen him like not even for one day. It was 2 pm so I got ready because Char told me we meet up at his at 2:30. I had to walk 15 minutes and it was kinda rainy outside but I had decided I don't need my umbrella. Bad idea. It started raining really bad and when I arrived, I was completely wet. I rang the bell. I hope I don't get a cold.

POV. Charlie
When Nick arrived he was wet from head to toe. It was rainingreally badly outside and he hasn't got his umbrella with him. What a dumb ass. But he is a cute dumb ass. ,,Hi" he said, catching his breath. That was so hot goshhhh. ,,Hi" I replied shy but with a smile on my face. ,,Come in, otherwise you'll going to catch a cold!", I said worried. He just came in and had a big smile on his face. He wanted to hug me but then stepped one step back ,,oh I forgot I'm we-" Before he could finish his sentence I hugged him. ,,I don't care dummy!" We looked at each other and just smiled. After standing like this for 5 minutes we went upstairs. I gave him a sweater from me and he changed. I probably didn't realized but I was starring at him with my mouth open. ,,Char. Are you okay?" ,,Uhm yeah, why?" ,,You are starring at me literally with your mouth open. Close it or you will begin to drool" nick laughed. I became really red and he just came up to me NOT HAVING A SHIRT ON, grabbing my face and saying ,,You are so cute Char," and kissed me. I was shocked. He was literally the hottest person on earth. To be honest this whole situation kinda turns me on. I think I was never turned on of him like literally in front of him or in his presents, only when I'm alone in my room fantasizing about him and afterwards maybe even touch myself. I'm so nervous. What if he finds out I'm turned on right now and he starts to hate me? What if he will break up with me or even tell the whole school I'm a pervert? My thoughts where interrupted by Nick. ,,Char, are you okay? Is something wrong?" ,,Nick.." ,,Char?" ,,I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to." ,,Char what are you talking about?" ,,I think I'm turned on by you. The whole situation right now. You changing. You coming shirtless towards me. Kissing me. All this kinda turned me on. I can understand if you think I'm strange right now. I'm so s-" ,,Char, Listen. Don't EVER AGAIN say the S-Word. And don't be ashamed of being turned on by me. We are a couple. That's like one of the next steps in a relationship. Don't you think I don't get turned on sometimes by you? Of course I do. Really often actually. Remember last week when we kissed in my room for a bit longer than usual and you accidentally sat on my lap and I jumped up and said I had to go to the bathroom? I was so turned on by you, you can not even imagine. Sometimes when I'm alone in my room I fantasize about us doing more then just kissing. Sometimes I even touch myself and think of you at the same time." I was too stunned to say something. He gets turned on by ME?! Wait ,,does that mean last week when I accidentally sat on you lap you?" ,,If I had a boner? Yes Charlie, god damn it! So do I have one right now." I looked down and turned so red. This was like I dreamed last night. ,,Can I kiss you Nick?" ,,Yes please."
So we made out for like 15 minutes, stopped to catch our breaths.

POV. Nick
Fuck. This boy. He always acts so innocent but isn't sometimes at all when we make out. Now I told him that I have a boner just because he kept starring at me. Wow. Now we made out for 15 minutes and I can not stop. So we started making out again and he sat, what I thought was an accident again, on my lap but now he started kinda moving around there. I can feel my pants getting tighter and tighter. Then I stopped for a second ,,Char what are you doing?" I said with a fully red face and kinda shocked. He just looked at me as innocent as he could ,,Don't you like it when I move on your lap while making out?" Wow. That was shocking. I've never seen him so confident and saying such things. ,,Fuck Char." ,,What is it Nick? Don't you like it? Oh but wait. I can literally feel your dick getting harder every time I move a bit." ,,I. Char. When did you get so confident in such things?" ,,What things? These?", he said, moving on my lap. I couldn't even say anything. I just moaned. ,,You like it. I knew it", he said with a dirty smile on his face and giggles. He continued with his actions and we started making out again. This time I grabbed him at his waist and brought him to his bed. During our make out Charlie tried to pull my shirt off. ,,Can I help you?" I asked him with a smile on my face. He turned red. ,,No need to be shy. You weren't shy at all like 15 minutes ago." I laughed. He turned even more red. He is so cute when he gets shy. Anyway I started getting rid of my shirt and helped him get out of his shirt too. He looks so sweet and hot at the same time. I could see on his face though that he wasn't really comfortable with this right now. He also told me when we started dating that he had an eating disorder and doesn't feel comfortable in his body (not in a trans way). ,,Are you okay Char? Should we stop?" He just looked at me, hugged me and then said ,,just give me a minute. I'll be okay."

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So I hope you like the story! I was sitting on that for like 3 hours or more. I hope I can write and upload the second part to this story maybe this night (I live in Germany lmao), tomorrow or on Monday but I'll try my best to upload it as soon as possible! x