It's Okay Not To Be Okay

Hurt

~Brooke's pov~

I woke up in Ashers arms and something about this just felt incredibly right to me, I shifted a little and Ashers hold on me tightened, I almost couldn't breath."ow Ashy" I say in a low whisper and giggled as I tried to go back to sleep.

Suddenly my bedroom door burst open, and Chloe and Greyson walked in. Asher and I jolted up and Chloe and Greyson had shit eating grins on their faces "I told you" Greyson says and Chloe just gasped "you idiots" I say as I go under the covers cause I was exhausted I heard Asher chuckle and the covers were pulled of my body "Fuck you" I say to Chloe and Greyson, as Asher chuckles beside me.

"Ugh" Abi says "what's wrong" I ask her already knowing why "I'm hungover bitch" Abi says "same" Jason,Greyson and Lily say as they walked down the stairs "hey bunny" Jason says as he walks up to me and patted my head, Jason is like my big brother, Jason is only 1 year older than me.

As Asher walked down the stairs Greyson walked up to him and of course since Grey was a total idiot he said "so how was your night with Brooke" extremely loud and Jason glared at Asher as he just ate his breakfast "Guys can yall calm down we are graduating in 3 weeks come on" Chloe says I agreed with her and just went upstairs to shower and change.

Everyone left the house by now and it was just me and Chloe. Chloe and I just ordered sushi and dumplings and watched Netflix for the rest of the entire day. I was tired and decided to go to bed Chloe said she was going to watch TV so I just went up to my room and slept.

At 3 am I heard a sound like someone was jumping over our gate walls, I went downstairs and Chloe was on the ground with a gun in her hand, when she saw me she told me to get down, I grabbed my knife and layed on the ground with Chloe. Someone was trying to break in.

Soon the back door opened and 2 guys came into MY house, 1 of the guys went upstairs and the other 1 looked down stairs, I decided to get the 1 upstairs and Chloe would get the 1 downstairs.

I walked upstairs and slowly checked my room out first, as I was exiting my room I heard Chloe scream and I turned around quickly, and went down the stairs to check what was happening, and I felt someone hit me with the back of their gun. Then everything went Dark.

*3 hours later*

Fuck. Everything hurts. I woke up in a dark room and saw a big man walking towards me, "Brooke Scott" he says "Hi Ugly, missed me cause I sure as hell didn't miss you" I say smiling at him "still crazy I see" he says as he kneels before me "don't propose to me I'll break your heart" I say coldly he scoffs and looks into my eyes "you're ugly" I say looking away from him, he grabs my chin harshly and forces me to look at him "you're still ugly like back then Kyle" I say as I spit in his face, he slaps me but I'm not affected by it so I just laugh.Some would say I'm Harley Quinns reincarnation.

Nothing can hurt me bitch

I've been in this dark room for an hour now and I have already planned my way out, see the American mafia is not smart at all, they make sloppy decisions that cost them alot, so it really was super simple on how to get out. They used ropes to tie me up so I just had to reach for my dagger in my pocket to cut them. Once I got the ropes cut I went to look for Chloe, and when I found her she had a big cut on her cheek.

"Are you ok" I ask her "yh I'm fine let's just go" she says as she signals to me to cut her ropes, I cut her ropes and we tried to find our way out, and after 2 hours we did. 13000 steps completed

Once we got out of the Americans compound we walked to town and tried to figure out where we were. We were 1 hour away from L.A, dumb Americans. We called Jason using a shop owners phone, when Jason got to us he asked what happened. Chloe told him about everything that happened while I just looked out the window.

After Jason dropped us off at home I took a shower and cursed at the scar on my face. I didn't leave my room after that, I just didn't want to, I didn't eat, I just stayed in bed.

Chloe told Asher and he came to the house, and my room so he could talk to me, I opened the door so he could stop banging on it. "Brooke?" Asher says to me in a soft voice and he looks at me with soft eyes, he then wraps his arms around me and brings me close to him, for the first time, I felt pathetic and weak and it hurt.

Asher spent another night with me in my room, we didn't watch anything we just layed next to each other, Ashers hands on my waist, my back on his chest. I never wanted to let go. I like Asher.

*play the song at the top*

Oh no I like Asher Lopez

I wake up the next morning before Asher, I'm still in his arms and for 30 minutes of my life I just watched Asher sleep. Why is he so hot, why does he give me butterflies, why do I like him, why isn't he mine yet. All the questions going through my head.

Asher woke up and caught me staring but he didn't make fun of me he just stared at me too, and we just layed there in each other's arms staring at each other.

I find my eyes looking at Ashers lips, I move my face closer to Asher and he doesn't back away, he moves closer too, our faces were so close, I could feel his breath on my lips, our lips were so close, we kissed, a kiss of passion and love. I longed for this.

Asher is the enemy

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Hey guys Jen here I'm going to be taking a 3 day break after tomorrow and I just wanted you to know they will be no updates until Friday so bye guys and I love you and please vote

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