On the Other Side

8. Shilohs POV

"Okay swear."
"Okay"
I sat down on the bench across from his and put my hands on the table. I closed my eyes trying to mentally prepare myself for what I was about to say, to a complete stranger and that I've only said maybe five words to over the course of six years living next door and going to school with him. what is wrong with me ? I can't just tell him my story of Brian. I just can't that's a side of me that some random guy just isn't allowed to here.
"I'm sorry, I-" was all I could get out before I felt hot tears brimming my eyelids. I ran.
I always run . I'm such a loser, God I can't do anything right. Im always messing up.
I suck
I suck so much
I hate myself
I was in my own world talking down to myself when the dismissal bell rang loud through the hallways. Great I officially had skipped half of sixth and all of seventh period . What a fuck up.
I made way to my locker and was getting my practice bag out and putting my back pack in (no homework will get done at my house trust me). I felt someone standing behind me and praying to God it wasn't Garrett I turned around.
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Aspen's POV
"Hey" I said
"What?" She said looking at me like she was mentally drained and not ready to deal with my asshole of a attitude. Luckily she wasn't going to have to deal with it, right now.
"Tough first day?"i smirked
"You couldn't possibly imagine" this time she gave a little half smile half tired laugh. I felt bad for her for some odd reason.
"Okay, tell me about it. I'm all ears." I flicked at my gages and giggled. We were walking towards the courtyard, I only know certain parts of this school, it's too big.
"Well I woke up alil late as usual and had to rush barley putting in any makeup. then rushing through the hallways , I run into this rude dyke . I thought she would be so cool and she ended up giving me a really hard time. then I almost tell this guy I barely know a really personal story but I get to emotional and then I run away. Just to meet up with the same rude dyke from earlier." She finished and breathed. Her face actually looks alittle less heavy like she needed the five second rant.
I smiled down at her and said " wow seems like someone had a busy day."
She giggles again and this time pushes me. I pretend to fall back since push felt like a touch and bump into something skinny. "Can you like watch the hell out!" I turn around to see some tall skinny bitch giving me glare like I just tried to attack her something. "My bad, chill" I say and turn back to Shiloh who was blushing. "Yeah it was your bad watch it, ugly freak." I was about to say she looked a strip pole covered in stds on a hot summer day but Shiloh intervened. "Carly can you chill she said sorry. Calling out her names and being a bitch will do nothing but make you more ignorant then you already are." And with that the Carly stick exited my domain.
I turned to Shiloh, "My hero how can I ever repay you?"

AN: Hey guys I know I said I was going to allow Shiloh and Garrett to share their stories but I wanted to get the plot developed a little more before I start giving out big chunks of Shiloh's past like the story of her and Brian. But please comment I need feedback. I enjoy writing but I would love to feel like I'm writing and someone is listening! Thanks again!