Averys POV
I was on Jadens live laughing at there funny comments and at what they were doing. I kept seeing comments asking about me but I didn't want anyone answering them.
Only a few people knew about me faking my death because before the news got out I realized I would get a lot of hate and shaming for this and I also didn't wanna here anyones fucking pity. So the post I put for "friends only" and continued my life.
My mood completely changed as Jaden sighed and started explaining who I was. I felt my eyes get teary as he was explaining it in the harshest way possible. I thought he would stop at us dating when we were younger but he kept going until I completely broke hearing this sentence.
"The next day she faked her death..."
I threw my phone and started screaming into my hands and sobbing. "R-really theres over fucking 8,000 people there" I mumbled as Izaiah and Emily came back from getting food. They looked at me and immediately ran over. What happened! Emily screamed.
"Jaden told everyone about what I did... on live" I whispered the last part. Izaiah's face turned to straight anger and ran over to my phone taping on Jadens contact and hitting FaceTime audio. I breathed in through my teeth quickly as I heard the phone pick up.
Wtf bro! Izaiah screamed. Who tf are you? I heard Jaden ask shocked to hear a guy. Im her Boy bestfriend you have her ass crying you just exposed her to over 8,000 people! He screamed causing me to flinch. Fuck off. I heard causing my heart to break all over again. I heard Jadens voice and looked over at Emily's phone. She was on the live. I listened and then heard something that I didn't wanna hear from the person I loved the most in the world.
"By this point I don't give a fuck about Avery she fucking lied to me." He said harshly.
I saw Wanna launch to the phone to try to end it but it was to late I heard. Everyone heard. "Jaden were still on live"
I gripped my phone and got up from where I was sitting. I ran out of the door as hot tears ran down my checks flying behind me due to the wind hitting my cheeks. I made it to there house and ran up to the door. I opened it with the spear key they have kept in the same place since I was kids. I heard arguing from upstairs and then it all stopped as they heard the door shut behind me. I saw as Jayla then Javon then Jaden walked out the room. I saw Jaden and Immediately ran up to steps. FUCK! Jayla screamed.
Jayla tried to stop me but I pushed Jaden into a wall and punched him in it.
"Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you!" I screamed sobbing
I continued until Jaden pushed me of and onto the floor. He rolled his eyes and went to his room.
FUCK YOU GOOD TO KNOW YOUR STILL THE GOOD FOR NOTHING FUCK I FELL IN LOVE WITH WHEN I WAS 13! Jayla ran over to me and hugged me I tried pushing her off but it didn't work she knew what to do and how to make me calm down. I cried into her chest and started ranting. Fuck him he just did all that in front of so many people I already get hate for even knowing you guys! Now this can I ever get a break? Fuck him! And fuck me for still being in live with him! I screamed causing Javon to turn from worried to confused. "Still?" He questioned.
"YES FUCK! I'm still in love with him everything about him! His hair, his smile, his jokes, his bossiness, his laughs everything fucking about him makes me love him more and more everyday and I don't know why! Fuck why is it so hard to stop loving people"
"Avery..." I looked up and my heart sunk.
Kayla I- "save it I can't have anything it's always Avery! Avery this Avery that fuck it's not always about you stop making it about you!" She screamed and I got mad.
"WTF Kayla he was mine first your my best friend I wasn't expecting you to get with him after I "died" YOU KNOW HOW IN LOVE WITH HIM I FUCKING WAS- AM. I corrected myself
"I wish you actually died" she said bluntly
Oh my god guess what surprise SAME I don't wanna fucking be here but I cant just fucking leave can I? I questioned.
"Fuck you kill your self." She said.
I got up and walked to her.
"Fine" I said staring in her eyes then walking out the door. I ran back to rose's house and the door was already open. Who's here? I yelled earning no reply. Hello? I yelled again. I walked upstairs to my room and screamed when I opened my door. I felt fear rush through my body when I saw how was sitting on my bed. I quickly backed up until I felt my hands on the railing behind me. The women got up of my bed and started walking towards me. She came up and pushed my back and I fell backwards of the side of the ledge.
MOM NO! I yelled before hitting the ground.
