At some times I were down my thoughts is they're quite strong. This is an excerpt from a notebook:
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I feel like I don't know who I am anymore and that's kinda scary.
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I'm not okay
Losing control
Falling backwards
Silent struggle
I want to be free
"Our brains are sick but that's okay"
"I love you" ha.
Gah, I don't even know
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I don't want to allow myself to feel for others. I'm not good enough for that. They don't deserve to be hurt like that if I'm gone.. I know how that is. I understand it now.
"I hope I'm not my only friend"
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I've been thinking about ending my life too often now.. I can't...
I don't know what wrong with my mind. Why is it wrong? I want to know.
