I hope they never find out
That in the shower
My wrists sting
My thighs sting
And salty raindrops fall
Down my cheeks
I hope they never know
That they don't know me
That they can't see me
For who I really am
And how I hate myself
Because of who I really am
And oh darling,
I hope that they will finally see
How I am dying inside
How I am so lonely
So tired
And so
Numb
