Loss of words, thoughts
I watch her take me down
And I can only blame myself
How's does it feel to dream and to not be able to live the dream
It's fine i guess
Maybe i make her angry
Or maybe I don't
She can only tell me why
But i will have to wait for eternity
She never answers me unfortunately
I don't think i can stay for eternity
I'm sorry
But its extremely hard
I'm sorry to myself for saying something so cliche
But it is indeed a fact
She continues to ignore my existence
And I have never needed help more