Broken Keys

Chapter 6

Don't tell me what to do in the relationship.
We're not just a couple.
We're best friends.
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Kissing Nathan was breathtaking, literally. I couldn't imagine a better person to have a first kiss with, though I doubt I was his first kiss. Like, really, come on. But I don't care because he was my first and it doesn't matter. I feel like a real girl actually.

I've been staying with Nathan for about a month now and it's been amazing. If I were back home I would've been crying, bleeding, shouting, fighting or laying dead in a hospital bed, but I'm not. I'm here with Nathan, the sweetest person I know. Occasionally we'd just sit and cuddle by the fire, or tell funny stories, or get real deep with each other, not too deep though. And we'd also play with each other in that best friend manner.

But the best part of being with Nathan is that I don't have to ask for a kiss like I thought I'd have to do if I were in any relationship with someone. And although I've kissed him more than fifty times, it still feels like it's the first time I've kissed him and I love it.

I love being treated the way I am now, I love having someone who I know actually cares, I love being loved for once, I love being understood, I love being hugged, I love being kissed, I love being cuddled with and I love being able to really love someone, even if it's not myself.
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I enjoy being around Spencer. She's really amazing and just so gorgeous. Although she's not my first kiss, she's way better than any other kiss I've had before. I wonder if I'm her first, she's really beautiful, who wouldn't want to kiss her?

We're not like every other couple out there, we're like best friends and I love that. I also love how deep we get sometimes, how she looks when she's tired, how she feels against me, how playful she actually is and how open she is now.

I've actually given up on trying to get her to tell me why she looked like a mess before Mandy found her. I'm happy with the way we are and how much we already know about each other.
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"Nathan!" She shouted for me from the living room. I was changing into my pjs because I'd just gotten out the shower. "I'm coming!" I shouted back. I walked out a minute later and she was playing games on her phone, I gave it to her a while back.

"You called me." I said sitting down next to her. She put her phone on the coffee table and she cuddled into my chest. "You want to know what happened before you saw me at the gas station?" She asked looking up at me. "Spence, you don't have to tell me." I said sweetly. "It's okay, I want to tell you." She said pulling away from me.

"Okay." I said and she took a deep breath. "You know when you asked me who I was running from?" She asked. I nodded and she started fiddling with her fingers. "I was running away from my step mother," She began.

"You see my actual mother was kind of a hot mess when she was still with my father. She made the worst decisions in the world and when she left my dad I thought it was what I needed. She made some mistakes and I only realized how much of good mom she was when Jennet came into the picture. Jennet is my step mom and she's worse than my actual mother." She explained, doing good at keeping her eyes on mine.

"We fought before I left the house. I always do leave after we fight, but I always come back and I don't know if I'll do it this time. I don't want to, but it's my dad that makes me want to go back. We were screaming at each other that day. She always bad mouths about my mother and when she does it hurts me. She slapped me and that's were I got my bruise from. She continued to say nasty things about my mom and I got so angry that I punched her, but my knuckles aren't swollen because I punched her." She continued.

"A few days before that we fought and I snuck out the house to go to the park to just, think. When I got home she was waiting for me with a bat. I knew she was going to beat me, she always does when I come home after sneaking out. She hit my ribs and that's why I have three broken ones. Then I covered my stomach with my hand and she hit me again, crushing my knuckles and that's why they're swollen." She finished. But by this time she was crying. "And when I ran away, I drove out the town and to the gas station. But before I did I trashed my bedroom. I do really stupid things when I'm angry or sad, and that's why at the garage I took that cigarette. I-I don't smoke," She wiped some of her tears.

"And the worst part of it is the fact that my mother did the same things when she was angry or sad. Jennet told me that I'd end up like my mom and it crushed me. I always lie to my dad about why I have bruises and why I run away, I always lie about loving Jennet and I will never be able to tell him the truth. I'll just continue to get hurt and I don't want that!" She cried.

I hugged her and let her cry into my shoulder. I stroked her hair. "It'll be okay." I whispered into her ear to make her calm down. "I-It's not fair! He doesn't t-take time off w-work for m-me, he only does it for h-her and its l-like I'm not even t-there. I'm sick of being h-hurt!" She shouted into my chest, still crying hysterically. I made her look at me and I cupped her cheek.

"Spencer listen to me," I began. "You won't get hurt anymore...it's me now, not him and I'd never hurt you. Jennet isn't here to hurt you, so don't worry about her, okay." I assured her. She nodded and I smiled before giving her a sweet kiss.

I didn't deepen it I just kept it long and passionate.
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Whoo! Yes that is correct, Spencer finally told him the story. Let's give her a pat on the back. I thought is was about time she told Nathan, so I did. Yep chap 6 done and done. Hope you enjoyed loves.

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