DSMP Age Regression

that was close...

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Absolutely doused in angst lol
Im putting TWs here so people who are triggered don't read through the plot/whole chapter:
- self harm (cutting)
- eating disorder
- making self throw up

I apologise if i upset anyone!! I love you! <3
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Requested by:
froggersarepoggerss

Thank you for the request!!

Little! Karl (0-1)
CGs! Dream and Sapnap

Basic plot:
Karl is having strong urges to relapse after a really bad day but luckily, Sapnap and Dream are there to help him! They get him to slip into babyspace and try to keep him in baby space so they can be sure he's safe and won't do anything - and so they can care for him too! He's had too much to deal with recently.

Also apologise for mistakes as I was most definitely not thinking straight or feeling very "glittery" while writing this

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Karl stood infront or the mirror, tape measuee around his waist. An old habit. A habit he thought was gone but yet he stil found himself in the bathroom doing the very same actins as he used to.

It measured 60cm. 26cm below the average yet it still upset him. Why did he look like this? He looked over to the toilet. The same one which he would make himself throw up any contents of food unril stomach acid would come out and burn his throat.

He wanted to do it again. God he so wanted that damned number to be lower! And within a few seconds, he found himself sat near the toilet making that stupid little mixture of such simple items.

Salt and warm water. The water was warm not hot so it was a right temperature to drink as to not burn himself and he mixed in around 1 or 2 teaspons of salt, mixing it until the salt fully dissolved then drinking the whole thing in one go.

He knew the process could take a while so instead of waiting, he decided to use his finger to speed up the process and not really a surprise to him, he threw up in a few seconds.

He continued to encourage himself to throw up by doing things such as using his finger or pressing on the pressure point at his knee. He just wanted to do everything and anything he could to lower the damn numbers.

Once he was satisfied upon seeing a liquid like substance hurl out of his mouth, he finally rested back and feel the burning of his throat.

This is the part he always hated yet loved at the same time. He rested his back on the bathtub and his head on the top of it, letting tears just flow yet he made no noise.

He felt a small-like fuzzy feeling and all he could think of was playing..until he saw the razor blade on the shelf next to the bathtub...this changed his mindset completely.

With shaky hands, he reached out for the clean blade and once he got the slightest grip on it, he pulled it close and pulled up his sleeves. He looked at the bare arms for a moment. They looked so...plain.

Old scars were there sure, but they didn't bring that same feeling and just as he picked up the courage to even place the blade near his arm and dug it in while dragging it across his skin, watching the dark red liquid flow out slowly. This was...calming.

"Hey Karl! You've been in here a while" Sapnap. He burst through the door, one hand covering his eyes to give privasy, despite bursting through the door.

When he heard a quite sniffle as a reply, he slowly removed his hand to see Karl leaning against the bathtub, one sleeve of his hoodie rolled up and covered in blood from a few cuts and his other hand holding a blade.