i wasn't going to write today but i thought maybe i should..
i thought today was going to be good because i finished my 3 hour chem lab in only one hour, but then my friend asked me if i was okay and i just broke down.
because i'm not okay.
i cried for an hour and had to go to the bathroom to collect myself. but staring at myself crying in the mirror just made it worse.
i'm not an ugly crier but it makes me upset to see myself cry because i hate it so much.
