Party Beast ⎮PJM (18+)

-9-

Back home, you couldn't even enter the apartment, so Lisa jumped around your neck and pulled herself straight into the living room.

"How did it go?!"

"He's the boss, Lisa..."

"Who? How do you mean? How was your conversation?"

"He.. Jimin.. He's the boss of the company.." Tears ran down your cheeks. you weren't sad Not at all. You could have had the job. You were just desperate. Ripped in brutal halves and it was just too much! You thought you didn't love him anymore.. You thought you were over him only to find out you were a shit over him!

Your heart was still racing at the sight of him. His voice still gives you goosebumps and his smell still makes you roll your eyes. You could still listen to him talk about something for hours.. It just wasn't fair! You just wanted a job with the man you've admired for years; why did it have to be this man?!

Lisa held you tight and you could hear Courage coaxing you. That everything will be fine, that it will settle down again.

"No Lisa. I still love him-" you start crying more and your body trembles a little with anger. You were angry at yourself. Angry at your heart and your head.

Your best friend left you cry and let it all out until she grabbed a tissue and wiped the smeared mascara off your cheeks.

"We're going to party today. Fuck the men! Take Namjoon with you so you can distract yourself and-"

"No, I'm going to break up with him.. He doesn't deserve it.." you whisper.

"Ok.. ok then break up with him and then we'll go party."

You shake your head again.

"Y/N.. please don't put yourself down. It'll be easier."

"I will have to meet Namjoon. I don't do it via SMS."

"You are too good for this world."

"No, Namjoon is too good for me. I'm going to take a shower.." With that you get up and go to the bathroom.

The warm water is so good. You wrapped your arms tightly around your body and closed your eyes. Jimin's arms felt so strong as he wrapped them around you. His chest had gotten so much more muscular and what does he look like naked now?

Slowly you could see him in front of your eyes, as he stood in front of you. His shirt unbuttoned, his belt undone. His lips pressed against your neck and gently kissed your skin down to your collarbone. They then migrated further down to your chest and marked their territory. A soft gasp escaped you as you touched your chest. It felt wrong to think of Jimin but you couldn't help it. His hands were so burned against your skin that the less you were allowed to have him, the more you wanted him. Even if you take this job; it is and remains your boss. An affair would be too dangerous. It wouldn't be fair to get a job just because you already know each other. if you only knew-

What then, Y/N? Would you have withdrawn your application?

He was right, lies don't suit you. You would still have sought him out and reintroduced yourself. you would have gone You probably would have shaved before that.

Your hand hit a wall and you lean your head against it.Damn.. What did he do with you.

But he will find someone else for the job. It will no longer be your problem if he lets someone else sign that contract. You didn't want him.. and yet your fingers touched your sensitive nipples as you thought of him. His body, his voice right next to your ear. His breath panting down your neck as he snuggles against you. Everything about him got you hooked. Again and again a gasp escaped you and you let yourself sink into the tub. Your legs gave way when you have to think about the night. Sweat ran down your body and mixed with the hot water. Your fingers were already gently stroking down your stomach to your intimate area. It felt too good and you wanted more. You wanted him

Him and only him

"Damn, Y/N. You look completely exhausted, sweetheart~" Lisa teased as you weak-leggedly emerge from the bathroom and head straight to your room. You had to end it with Namjoon as soon as possible. You quickly dry your hair, get dressed and still impatiently do your make-up.. It didn't take twenty minutes and you were already poking around in the living room and collecting all the things you need.

"Where are you going?"

"To Joon.. think about what we're going to wear today."

"When to get dressed? OMG! Yeah!" Lisa jumped up and hugged you briefly before she disappeared into her room and you could only hear her starting to sort out her closet.