Party Beast ⎮PJM (18+)

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"Oh, Y/N.. what are you doing here? I wasn't expecting you.." Namjoon stood in the doorway only in his sweatpants and his shirtless upper body was a bit sweaty. He looked surprised to see you, which made you suspicious.

"Hey, can we talk for a minute? Please, it's important..", you say and watch confused as he scratches his head and looks briefly into his apartment and back at you.

"You, it's very inappropriate right now.. I haven't cleaned up and well.. I'm busy right now.."What was that for a cheap excuse? Something wasn't right.. and there it was. It wasn't just any problem. It was a blonde problem, had two legs and a figure like a model. She wore only a Namjoon shirt and panties.You were speechless. Not mad, not angry.. not even sad. You were just speechless and disappointed.

"Understand."

"Y/N, please.. it- it's not what it looks like it-"

"Darling, who is that?" He was visibly nervous when she shook your hand. You, of course, respond with a fake smile.

"His ex. You must be the new one." You introduced yourself and could see out of the corner of your eye how Namjoon ran his hands through his hair and pushed the blonde away.

"Y/N, no. Please let's talk about it. Please don't leave me-' he grabbed your hand and was visibly ready to sink to his knees but you chuckle at your own stupidity. Nothing has happened for weeks and now you ask yourself why..

"You know Joonie. I had an interview today and guess who could have been my new boss. You still know Jimin right? I could have made out with him right in his office but I felt so sorry for you. I couldn't cheat on you. A good soul like you."

"Y/N, please!"

"Shut up. fuck you namjoon We're done here." He stood right in front of you and grabbed your shoulders to pin you against the wall.He didn't want to let you go, you knew that. But let yourself be deceived and forgive him? Your hand slammed right through his face as he begged you. Joon just stumbled back as if struck by lightning.

"Are you deaf? We're done."

"Y/N!" he shouted and you just walked away with a raised middle finger, back to the elevator.Unfortunately, you weren't as strong as you hoped. The door was hardly closed. Tears ran down your cheeks and you feel so replaceable. So unloved.. you've never cheated on Joon and he already had a new girl at the start? How ungrateful can you be...

You did everything for this man. You got him back on his feet when he ran out. He could even live with Lisa and you when he didn't have anything of his own. You loved him honestly, never cheated on him and now he's been telling you for weeks - no, for months that he doesn't have time, that he has to study for college or that he hangs out with his buddies just to cheat on you? Not too good for you. He was the worst!

"Stop crying.. No man in the world deserves these stupid tears." You breathe at your reflection and wipe your cheeks dry again. Maybe Lisa was right about partying. It would distract you..
Take a deep breath and call Lisa. 

"Hey Lisa? Can you please show me my red dress? We're going to party tonight. He cheated on me, just caught him with his new one."

"Honey, I'm so sorry to hear that..."

"No reason, I'm really fed up with men. I'll be there soon."