Belonging To Them * EDITED *

Chapter 10

MEGAN POV (SIX MONTHS LATER)

My worse nightmare came true, Normani left. And this time she left for good. I can't say I don't know what she's been up to but I do. After leaving the house she went to Belcalis and Kiari house, telling them everything. Then for Bel to call and cuss me out for it, I've never felt so low.

I didn't mean to judge her, but she's our baby girl what more can I say. Of course I thought that a baby would be too much for her, she's a little. How can she take care of a baby when she's a baby herself. Ugh, this is an ever losing battle that I'm fighting right now and I'm sad. I have my husband and our little bundle that'll be here next month. But no Normani, our princess, our baby girl to share this joy with.

But deep down I knew something like this would happen. That's why I told Jorden for us to keep it a secret. We hid this from her for 2 months. What type of person hides something from someone that they love, well supposedly love right. Me, that's who and that's why I'm shopping for baby clothes by myself cause I'm a fucking idiot.

I wish she was here right now with me, but I guess you can't always get what you want. Well maybe you can, cause I do see her right across from me eating cookies, at the damn cookie house in the mall. Of course she is. I chuckle to myself thinking of how I would always stock up on ice cream and cookies for her. Those are her favorites. Maybe I should go say hi......... nah I shouldn't do that. I'll just let things be the way they are......... a memory.

NORMANI POV

Leaving that house was nothing but the best for me. It pushed me to prove myself worthy. That yes I can be a little and still do things I gotta do. I graduated and got my degree. And I'm currently a kindergarten teacher and I love it! Yes my little side shows up when I'm coloring with the kids but in all fairness they don't even care they just think I'm awesome and I am!!

I have my own apartment, and I'm doing really good things for myself. And I'm happy where I am, nothing could change that!!

Okay yes sometimes I think about Megan and Jorden, but I had to go. Or I would've been boxed into just being their little. They didn't see me for me, only as their little. And there's more to me then being that. I love being a little and having my escapes, but that's not all I do and they didn't see that.

I heard from Ryan that their baby is due soon, congrats to them. I hope it's a girl, cause ew who wants a boy. But yeah I wish them nothing but the very best.

FIVE YEARS LATER

Another year means another set of children. I love and adore each of my students, as if they're my own babies. The babies I don't have yet, but it's okay. It'll happen when it's supposed to. But right now I'm preparing my classroom for my students as their parents will be with them for most of the day so they can get comfortable being in school.

It's 7:55, meaning in 5 minutes my classroom will be full of children and their parents. Specifically 13 children and only God knows how many parents. Taking a deep breath I hold it then release it. No no; no little Normani today until AFTER school. 

I open my door to greet the kids and parents and they start to roll in. I greet each one differently so they'll feel special. I turn to greet the next child and she's adorable; the most beautiful child I've ever seen. Chocolate skin with some slight dimples and wavy hair. She's much taller than the other kids, but that's okay. She smiles up at me showing some teeth, "hello beautiful how are you? Ready to tackle kindergarten"
"Yes" she says and I just say awe at how cute she is. 

Looking up I met with the 2 people I've done a great job at not thinking about... till now. Megan and Jorden look at me in shock. Playing it cool I say hi, and how I'll be their daughter's kindergarten teacher. I turn back around and walk into the classroom. Yeah, I'm not that weak little no more. I'm doing for my own damn self.