THE GIRL IN MECHANICAL-An Ashaangi fanfiction

THE BEST NIGHT

Sitara's pov:

I wore a black V Neck Sphagetti strap slit dress and applied a dark red lipstick and the slight makeup kohled and lined eyes..with a gold metal watch and a bracelet..Leaving my hair open with straightened hairs and a wavy end..Wearing the gold colour wedges I got I was all ready to go for a dinner date with Abhi..What are we actually trying??We dont know..Randomly he asked me and I thought why not give it a shot..I mean we'll know what are our personalites too..

He walked me into his room and to the balcony ..Wearing a black suit with perfectly set hairs his suit enhancing the muscles..He looked no less than a greek god but honestly i like him more with his sweatshirt or vest and messy hairs..

He played sweet melodies in a quite low volume and made me sit on the chair as he lit the three candles on the table..There was a wine bottle on the table with the two burgundy wine glasses and food covered with the plates..and the table covered with rose petals..

It was 5 minutes since we both got seated and clearly I didnt like this whole concept..What was it in the candle light I was barely able to see what was on the plate and i bit two chillies at a time..All the candle wax that was melting was starting to leak down the stand on the rose petals..And most of all our silence due to the music in the background..

Abhinav's pov:

Candle light dinner ah ..inimey jenmathula naa ivala candle light dinner kootitu poga maaten..What was it..Us in the opposite sides..With the candles in between not able to hold on to each other ..not able to see our faces clearly..and she also bit chillies..Plus the dress..This is so not us ..We both are really comfortable people with each other..This isnt even called a romantic dinner..I made her stand and took her back into my room handed her my shirt and asked her to change in the washroom..And also handed her tissues to remove her makeup..While I changed into a vest and shorts..I ruffled my perfectly set hair and cleared the balcony putting off the candles..I switched on the lights of the room and neatly served our food in the plate and kept it on the side table of the bed along with the wine bottle..Placed the bowls and serving tray out along with the wine glasses and connected my phone to the tv and surfed through netflix and settled on the bed playing kannum kannum kollaiadithal and put the ac on ..She came out with her face clear of makeup and the accessories and her dress in her hand and the wedges with the straps tied and hanging on her shoulder..

She dropped the accessories on the table and the dress on the floor along with the wedges and looked at me with a questioning look..

I looked at her from top to bottom..My shirt barely covered her thighs and the sleeves were rolled ..The top two buttons were off and her hair tied in a bun giving me a clear view of her inviting neck and collarbone..

Abhinav: Nalla dhan iruka..enna konjam tempting ah iruka..Vaa ukkaru..

She stretched my legs and made space in between my legs and sat there leaning back on my chest with her plate of food..She transferred the food on my plate to hers and got closer to me..She handed me the spoon and played the movie that was on pause till now..I put my hands in between her arms and waist to reach the plate with my chin on her shoulder.. And watched the movie laughing enjoying and this felt the best..Rather than a so called romantic candle light dinner..Taking sips alternatively from the wine bottle sharing it..The movie was over an we were thinking of what to watch next and I was playing with the remote scrolling through the movies list and arms came in contact with her clothed bosoms..Though it was for a second it felt like a thousand volts of current passing through my body..My hands went to her thighs.I just held her tight towards me drawing circles on her thighs..

I closed my eyes controlling my desires..She turned to me and layed her head on my chest with her eyes closed..I just pulled her closer to my chest and kissed her forehead..And rocked us..I didnt know if I made her uncomfortable...I didnt mean to..I cupped her cheek and kissed her cheeks..And she opened her eyes to look at me with so much desire in her eyes..With so much intensity..

Abhinav: Adhu..Adhu vandhu..I didnt mean to...

Sitara: Illa Abhi..Nee edhuvum solladha..Ennala dhan control panna mudiyama ipidi iruken..

Abhinav: Edhuku ma control pandra??

Sitara: Illa Abhi..Adhu We both know Abhi that we cant have a healthy relationship when we are in a toxic relationship with ourself..I know we both have feelings for each other and we are in the process of finding us ..exploring us..See ipo I can do this ..I can give into my desires aana ennaiko oru naalu namma when we are ready for a relationship when we are happy I don't want you to feel that I did it without any feelings for you or anything..I dont know what you are thinking Abhi..I cant handle misunderstandings adhuvum indha phase la adhaan I just controlled myself and hugged you..I cant lose you Abhi neither now nor anytime in the future..

Abhinav: Look at me Thara..

I held her Chin making her looking at me..

Abhinav: It's not only you who has desires..Even I do..And controlling was only because I wanted both of us ready for it..Neither am I going to judge you for having desires..nor are you going to judge me..Even I cant lose you Thara..We both know we have feelings for each other and are just waiting for us explore ourself before we call this a relationship..Paaru Thara..If we both are ready then we can use condoms..Our future is in our hands..Not now or never will I judge you and I promise you Thara..Ennaikah irundhalum ..eppova irundhalum..I want to see you with me .. Our relationship will go through a lot and we'll fight through it..Just promise me Thara..Whatever it is we'll give our best and try to work our relationship out ..And desires are just a part of it Thara..

Sitara: I promise Abhi..I promise to fight and try my best to work us out..

Abhinav: I promise you the same Thara..

Sitara: Apo are we gonna have sex Abhi??

Abhinav: Innaiku illa..Innaiku we are flooded with emotions and we have just promised each other I don't want those promises to be just because we are gonna do it..not now..And this will be decisions we take when we are filled with desires..tomorrow our minds will be clear..that time i dont want this to be a mistake that happened when our desires have blinded us..today we have spoken..we'll think clearly and later when we feel we 'll have our first time..Sex is the most purest form of displaying our feelings.. and I dont want that to happen as a mistake that we regret..We might think that it wont matter later but it will so let's take our time before we do something..And our first time in a hotel room ah ??Let's get through everything and then we 'll do it in a special day in a special moment when we both have clear minds..in a special place..Adhu varaikum enna kiss pannu di..

I cupped her cheeks and nibbled onto her lips till we both were out of breath..I held her waist and kissed her neck collar bone nibbling over her skin..and finally moved to her clevage kissed her there and kissed her forehead..she made me remove my vest and kissed my bare torso and finally she kissed my lips expressing all her feelings..I unbuttoned her shirt and kissed her waist and every inch of her torso and layed my head on her chest..

Playing the next movie Maan Karate..I snuggled into her as we watched the movie kissing often and our hands interwined..the other hand just caressing each other..

I knew no night of mine would beat this one..Just like that not having sex and just holding on to her with so many emotions made this night the most beautiful of all ..I took her instant camera and clicked a picture of us after she wrapped shirt instead of buttoning it  and me with my bare torso  and the blanket covered our legs till the hips..

Picking the marker I wrote the date she wrote "Not a candle light dinner type relation..CRAZY US IN OUR COMFORT ZONE" and I  captioned it "TO THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE..💜 and realising candle lights are not the romantic option for us..."

TO BE CONTINUED...
Authors note:I don't know if I went overboard or no but this conversation plays an important role in every relationship and as far as confessing is concerned it will happen but in the right time
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