Spanish Lullaby

This Is What It Sounds Like When Doves Cry🕊️😢😭

As a woman of her word Czarina takes her kids and pups to the Clubhouse after school the next day then walks to EZ's trailer alone.... she left her children and pups with her husband when she went to go get Sally because she was uncertain how the pup would have reacted to becoming more overwhelmed than she already was and she didn't want to give EZ a reason to take Sally back because pit bulls were usually the first to be put down no matter what their temperament truly is all because of what people "know" about them.... and finds that EZ had some company "sorry.....!"  Czarina says softly as she walks over to EZ "it's alright this is my friend JJ, JJ this is the Club Madrina Czarina"  EZ replies JJ smiles at her and shakes her hand "I can take the noisy one if you want to keep the rest of your trailer in one piece!"  she teases JJ chuckles EZ smiles and says "sure!"  then he stands up and JJ moves off his spot which happened to be the front steps of EZ's trailer and as soon as EZ opens the door Sally comes bounding out and over to Czarina with an excited gait "did I forget to mention that animals can read the emotions of the humans around them and may act off them!?"  she asks as she pets a happy looking Sally on the head EZ chuckles softly and says with a smile "yeah you might have forgotten to mention that!"  she replies "oops!"  JJ laughs she waves at the two men then says "see you later Ezekiel and it was nice to meet you JJ"  JJ smiles and says "you too"  then the two men watch Czarina walks away with Sally at her side.... Marcus who playing with his children and pups in front of the Clubhouse smiles when he sees his wife walk over to them with a "new" pup at her side.... he had promised her before they left their home that he would to stay outside for a little while and watch how Sally acted around their children and pups either because Czarina wanted him to in some small way join in on the fun or she was worried she wouldn't be able to watch all of them as they interacted with Sally.... they took it slow so they didn't overwhelm the poor anxious pup starting with Aušrinė then one of the children and after they were sure she (Sally) would be ok they all played with the seemingly happy pup "there's one more thing I want to try.... if you and the mutts wouldn't mind watching over the militia for a bit"  Czarina says to Marcus after a few minutes of playing Marcus smiles knowingly and says "of course mi emperatriz"  she smiles rolling her eyes at him which makes him chuckle then she kisses his lips then walks over to her children and gives them each a kiss as she "makes" them promise to be good for their father and gives Aušrinė and Nyx some lovin then she motions for Sally to follow her which the pup does at first Sally looked at Czarina confused when she saw the human climb onto a Harley Czarina smiles at her then pats the seat of the sidecar that is attached to the Harley "come on girl, it's alright!"  she coos softly Sally tilts her head then hops into the sidecar Czarina starts the Harley then drives slowly out of the Clubhouse yard and she could already see the pup beside her become excited she smiles then drives faster waving to her family before disappearing behind the gate.... Czarina returns a few minutes later and Sally was very reluctant to hop out of the sidecar which made Czarina chuckle "come on girl I'll take you on another one some other time right now I need to see my kids!"  she tells the pup who seemed to smile then hops out of the sidecar and walks over to her side then they both walk into the clubhouse and get bombarded by the mini militia who were very careful not to scare Sally even though they were very excited to see them both "I think we'll need to get Ezekiel a sidecar of his very own she loved it a little too much!"  Czarina tells Marcus who walks over to her with a smile on his face he chuckles then kisses her lips Czarina rolls her eyes when she hears Coco holler "I said I'm straight!"  she steps away from her husband then walks towards then out the door and hollers "don't you start Johnathan!"  Marcus smiles for he could see Coco swallow with nervous fear at her scolding him "if you even attempt to mention Angel's selfishness perhaps I should remind you of your own!"  she says as the door shuts behind her "how about the fact that your addiction became more important than your own daughter and your club family! hell your own "GIRLFRIEND" became more important than your own daughter! a perfect STRANGER became more important than your own flesh and blood that you "helped" bring into this world apparently just so you can destroy her bit by bit! so you're not the only messed up soul in this tiny hell we call home! and if you even TRY to tell me that you "knew I would take care of her" I shouldn't have HAD to take care of her! she is YOUR responsibility not MINE!! not my husbands! not the clubs! YOURS!! you spent your whole life being a selfish ass that somehow still gets at least SOME of the people of this world to love you in some messed up way! yes we all had our own problems to deal with! but lets be honest even if we did try to help you you would have just pushed us away because you "don't need help", you "don't need" the love that your brothers have spent so long trying to give to you despite your selfish ways! stop pushing the blame on others when it was all YOUR FAULT!! we did not push those drugs into your body! we did not "make" you pretend your daughter doesn't exist unless you needed the compassion she TRIED to show you! which if you recall she's never received from you herself so she might not know how to "properly" give it to you but at least she TRIED!! you should be grateful he's even attempting to assist after everything you put everyone through! he's trying to show he cares and you're pushing him away once again!.... do you honestly think people will continue to even "pretend" to care about you if you constantly act like you once again don't give a damn and don't want their assistance!?! I know I wouldn't! I am the clubs Madrina but even I will only allow so much!.... you should be grateful you were even allowed back into the club after all the shit you pulled! after all where were YOU when THEY needed you!?! off getting high and fucking that weak little sissy who was probably getting high with you right!?! we lost a Prospect, a member of our family! we lost more than you EVER have in that "short time" you spent being selfish and hoping everyone else will come "save" your broken sorry ass from your own demons when YOU were the one who put them there! allowed them to overtake and "control" you! I'm not at all surprised Gilly pushed you away after all you put him through and he was your "savior" maybe just maybe he shouldn't have attempted at all right Johnathan!?! after all it's better being dead than in the world of pain you brought upon yourself! stop blaming the world for your problems and work on getting your own head straight! fix your OWN problems and don't push your attitude on others! you're lucky to have these tools at all! if it were up to me not only would you be doing it all by yourself but you would be doing it all with your own bare hands! be the caveman you're meant to be! I'd LOVE to see how you fix this place with not even a hammer and nail to smash into it! figure out a way to release the anger that lives within you WITHOUT pushing it onto other people! for if I hear you bitch at one more person you will lose your patch for good and where would you be then Johnathan!?!"  Czarina scolds both Angel and Coco stare at her in shock Coco pretends to get over his shock and says "you don't have that kind of power!"  she replies "are you kidding me!?! do you know how spoiled I am here!?! both your Padrino and VP would hand that power over to me like candy on Halloween! and there's NOTHING you can say or do once that power is bestowed upon me for I will not only use it but I will enjoy every second I get to watch you sink even lower into that personal hell you built for yourself! and as I said you would only have you to blame not me for it would not be MY fault but your own because you failed time and time again to listen to the warnings you have been given! you pretended not to feel the love your family TRIED to fill you with!.... not your mother we all know that woman was just as selfish as you are actually it's possible you became even more selfish than she is and here I thought you promised yourself you would NEVER become that BITCH!!"  Czarina finches for she knew that not only her children but her husband and the members of the club who were there at that point in time heard every word for she heard them chuckle when she mentioned how spoiled she is it wasn't the fact that they heard her but the fact that the woman who doesn't like people swearing in front of her children swore in front of her children the men laugh when Aricia and Raphael chorus "MOM!!"  Czarina turns and says with a smile "lo siento mis amores"  they smile in return then say "it's alright we forgive you just don't let it happen again!"  Czarina joins the men as they laugh then promises "I shall try"  Aricia and Raphael's smile grows Czarina turns to Angel and says "see what you can do to get what he needs I want this place safe for my kids to play in as soon as possible.... please!"  Angel nods with a smile then hugs her shoulders she looks at him with false surprise and teases "my my someone's getting brave huh!?!"  Marcus chuckles Angel looks at his club Madrina then at his club Padrino then chuckles shaking his head his eyes widen when he feels her fully hug him then he hugs her back sinking into the warm loving feeling he's missed because he was never brave enough to hug her like this before Czarina lets go of Angel then walks over to where Marcus stands on the porch of the Clubhouse she seems to shrink when she hears the sound of motorcycles riding over to where they are luckily the only one who saw the small change that came then disappeared in a instant was Marcus who looks at her with a worried expression on his face then hugs her as soon as she reaches him their children hug her as well and he looks up just in time to see the reason she shrunk slightly as Canche takes off his helmet as he climbs off his Harley and he hugs her tighter he knew she didn't like Canche especially after all the shit that tore up the club started for he seemed to be the worst out of all the "Kings" when it came to the shit that poured down upon them like a torrential rain made of fire "we should go home!"  Czarina whispers "stay!"  Marcus whispers softly she nods and he kisses the top of her head then says to Canche as he looks up at him "welcome, brother"  Canche nods then smiles when he sees Czarina snarl at him as her children hug her tighter "I know loves but tata needs us!"  she whispers then feels her children nod up against her hip and legs Marcus looks down at them sadly then feels Czarina take his hand in hers and he smiles once again "come on, why don't we tire out Sally for EZ while tata's having his meeting hmm!?"  Czarina asks her children who become excited she whistles then three pups rush out of the clubhouse and over to her Aušrinė and Nyx who were about to growl at Canche see Czarina shake her head and they keep their opinion about that particular prez to themselves then follow her and the kids around the side of the porch then off it Czarina kept her body well hidden from Canche's sight for she knew he would stare at her until he could no longer see her and in her mind he lost the privilege he never had to begin with when he himself went against her husband and she somehow knew that in some hidden way he still was....