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Natasha

"For requests could u do one where it's Natasha x fem!reader and Nat is scared because she thinks she did something wrong bec in her past relationships her partner would always get mad about it, like her having to do a mission with the same /opposite gender of whoever she was dating or something and they would get jealous, so she tells reader nervously/out of false guilt and readers just like, "ok?" -*kisses her forehead*, "there's nothing wrong with that babe" and N's just like...."what is this?"—-"what does this mean" (._.) fluffy ending please, and if u do decide to do this, thank you!"

You and Natasha had already been on several missions together before you even started dating, and once that started several months ago you've done every mission together. If it wasn't just the two of you, then you were both at least still on the team that was assembled to go. Which is just one reason why the spy is currently finding herself anxious at the prospect of going on this next mission with just Bucky and Wanda.

Back when she was still in SHIELD the guy she was casually seeing at the time always argued with her about needing to go to Fury to change the team around when he wasn't on it but at least one of the other men from the squad was. She never budged of course. Teams and their members were chosen for specific reasons, usually dealing with their skill sets and what needed to be done on the mission. So if he wasn't on the team then his skills weren't needed, and she never really did understand why that angered him so much. She'd end up spending hours apologizing to him once she returned just so he would talk to her again.

Nat paces back and forth in her bedroom as she waits for you to get back from a meeting of your own, her dread building as the minutes pass by. The two of you haven't had an argument yet, not a serious one anyway and she really hopes this doesn't turn into one. She can't help but huff in frustration at the situation as she finally decides to take a seat on the corner of her bed.

As she waits she chews on her bottom lip and plays with her fingers in her lap, both of which are habits she often does when nervous though most of the time she doesn't notice. You always do, which is why you know something is bothering her as soon as you enter her room. She's quick to deflect attention however.

"How was your meeting with Fury, detka(baby)?"

"It was fine. How was your mission briefing with Steve?" you ask

She looks down at her fingers suddenly, as she thinks about a decent way to word this so it won't upset you, "It went well. But, uh I have a mission. Bucky and Wanda will be going with me, I'm sorry Steve chose them for the team and not you."

Confused, you sit down next to her, grabbing her hand with your own to help reassure her, "Babe that's fine. There's nothing wrong with them going and me not."

"There's not?" she asks as she looks at you

You shake your head, "Of course not. Why would it be a problem?"

Her brows furrow as she thinks, "Then why did it always bother Agent Myer?"

"The guy you used to occasionally sleep with Agent Myer?" you ask

She sends a glare your way, "You don't have to say it like that, but yes. Him."

"Well how else was I supposed to say it?" you laugh, "Tasha, that guys an ass. It upset him because he was possessive of you and going without him made him jealous."

"Why would me going on a mission make him jealous?" You give her a soft smile, sometimes you forgot she didn't grow up like you had. She doesn't always understand the emotions and feelings behind a persons actions.

"Because you weren't on it alone, so technically there was nothing stopping you from sleeping with whoever just because he wasn't around" you explain

"Oh. Well I didn't, and wouldn't have." she states, "Wait, you know I wouldn't do that to you, right? I don't want anybody but you." she asks, slight panic in her voice

You quickly give her forehead a quick kiss to ease away the tension she's holding in her brows, "Of course I know that baby. I don't want anyone other than you either." The tension in her shoulders and forehead visibly melts at your words, "You were really worried about all this, weren't you?"

She nods, "I didn't want you to be upset with me."

"Come here." you say as you open your arms for her to cuddle into you. You smile as she rests her head against your chest, "I don't upset easily, and I'll never get upset about something like this, ok?"

"Thank you for helping ease my anxieties, detka(baby)."

"Always Tasha."