ꨄ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑹ꨄ

⚣ 2. Crush ⚣

I haven't checked over it so sorry for any mistakes

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•Charlie's POV:•

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Y/N L/N
Ooooomg! So you and Ben are finally over?!
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Charlie Springs
Yup lol  🫰
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Y/N L/N
No offence n' that mate but like- I've always hated Ben. He's just so AAA 😤 heeyyy at least you have your eyes on another boy already😉
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I huffed a laughed and typed back to my friend,

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Charlie Springs
I don't have an eye out for anyone!😡
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Y/N L/N
I'll believe that when Fish walk a whole desert
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I sighed and gave up, I got up to play drums on my drum set at the corner of my room, knowing that they need to have family time now anyway.

𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑹
2．𝐶𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ

As I was playing I heard a loud chime and my phone lighting up from the ground, I originally thought it could be Y/N so I picked it up to answer with a defence, but only to find out it was Nick.. he had messaged me on Insta.
I let out a heavy breath and read the message,

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Nick
Are You Feeling Okay?
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I got off my seat and went to my bed, but instead of sitting on my bed I sat on the floor leaning on the bed frame. Replying back to him,

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Charlie Spring
Yeah, I'm fine, don't worry 😊
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Nick
You sure??
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I lifted my head and took a breath in, 'was I okay? Was I lying to myself!' I thought, I swallowed my spit anxiously and went into a fit of struggling to reply.. I didn't know! I didn't know if I was okay? Was I? I felt fine, or do I? Am I lying to myself? I ended up making loads if sentences only to delete them.
I couldn't stop moving trying to come up with a good enough reply, after 10 minutes I heard my phone phone and I sat up immediately, grabbing it and read the message,

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Nick
You can talk to me about it if you want.

Sounds like a pretty serious situation.

But you don't have to

If you don't want to

But I am your friend and I do care
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I smiled, a new friend from the rugby team is looking after me.. this feels.. nice. Maybe I can share my story with him.. can I trust him?
All these debates were beginning to give me a headache, but I decided to go with my heart.