the worst part of this, is that I can actually imagine my life with him.
I can see myself waking up in the morning and having him by my side, upside down, with his stubble on his face and the sheets over his bare skin. I can imagine having breakfast with him and kissing him while the smell of coffee fills our house. I can see us getting into a fight, while I cry and scream at him even though I love him to death and I know everything will be alright at the end. I can imagine going to bed still being mad at him, and I can actually feel him laying next to me, silent, cuddling me like he is apologizing. I can even imagine placing my head over his chest and listening to his heart beat, as we both fall sleep. I can see myself worrying at the middle of the night because he didn't come home, and jumping to his arms when he arrives. I can imagine my whole life full of happiness, love, fear, doubt, worry, faith, and everything we face in life, with him.
and that is what scares me the most.
