don't look at me with those eyes and your heart broken
if I tell you
I want to see you suffering for me.
crying and screaming my name,
dreaming me,
desiring me.
I want you to miss me,
to look at yourself in the mirror
and see my naked skin
against yours
and I want
to feel your heart
beating for the feeling
of your love for me
tearing you apart
when I don't come back
