Enemies.. Kinda

The Plan

I'm sorry in advance i'm so sorry :)

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It's been about two weeks since that day he first held eye contact. It's happened many times since then and I think I'm getting a lot closer to my goal. I'm still trying to figure out why I want this so bad but that was the least of my problems right now. I was too focused on taking this to the next level. It was Saturday and I was working on my plan for monday. It was supposed to be super hot so I was planning on wearing this short tight shirt and a low cut medium length top and my black boots and lots of silver jewelry and since I sit right in front of him it would certainly attract his attention. So that's exactly what I did, on monday i went to school in my cute lil outfit and i walked into class and he held eye contact but was glancing at other parts of my body. Even now it still gives me anxiety when he looks at me but I always keep it cool because after all this is what I wanted. After class that day he walked beside me and it seemed as though he was walking with me. Eventually I decided to see if he really was walking with me so I went to a part of the school that no one is ever really in, especially in the morning. Sure enough when I got there he was still near me. So I stop and lean my back against the wall and take out my phone. I didn't realize because I was distracted that he was walking over to me. Before i could even realize that he was coming over he was already there he took my phone from my hands and i looked up

he said " are you trying to torture me"

"With what" i say pretending to be innocent

"Your body, your outfits, your eyes the way you look at me" he says getting closer

"I don't know what you mean?" i say still playing innocent

He puts his hand on my thigh and replies again " this, this outfit, your curves they are just so..." he stops

" so what" i reply looking up at him

"So fucking hot" he says getting even closer

"o .. oh" i stutter at a loss for words

At this point he's almost up against me, his arm out on the wall right beside me and his other on my thigh gently feeling my curves.

"Is this what you want?" he says moving his hand closer to the bottom of the skirt

"I-" I begin

"No its a yes or no answer darling" he says staring into my eyes

"n- ... yes, yes it is" i reply sofly

"Why didn't you just ask" he says getting dangerously close to my lips

"Your girlfriend" i say quietly and hesitantly

His mood suddenly changes almost as if he was just caught up in the moment and was unaware of what he was really doing. He backed off and looked worried or upset i couldn't tell but all i know is that i didnt think i could ever want to fuck him more than in this moment, but i couldnt let him know that right now. It wasn't the right time he seemed mad but not at me, at himself.

After a moment of silence he says "well to bad i don't want you anymore and i never will" he hands me my phone and walks quickly walks.He was angry but it still wasn't with me it was most likely with himself for starting this again while he's with her. He walks away and i just stand there stunned for many reasons

Did that really just happen

Does he still like me like that

Do you think he's gonna tell her

Did i ruin it

Will it happen again

He almost kissed me

He was so close

That was FUCKING HOT

Unsure of what to do i just stand there thinking. 

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girl I wouldn't know what to do either if only :( it ok anyways hope you could actually read it goodbye!