Idfkam (i dont fucking know anymore)

more ig

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?
Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me? And all the people say
You can't wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self-esteem, so you run on gasoline

-Saturn (these are from "Gasoline" by halsey, inlcuding the last quote in the last chapter)

The world is cruel as fuck.

-Saturn

Sometimes girls think that boys never/don't

self harm too, get emotional, need help,

hate themselves, get treated badly, get told

they can't cry or they'll look weak. 

Bitch. They are the same as girls. no difference other

than body parts. That's the only difference. 

-Saturn

It feels like I'm dying everyday.

-Saturn

I hate thinking sometimes.

-Saturn

I'm to the point I don't feel things,

Just show them.

-Saturn