Only you

Chapter 2

Louis lies on the couch with his legs in the air against the wall and his head almost on the rug. His head is spinning but every sitting position is fucked up. He really wants to do this, so he needs to take this seriously. He already spent a lot of time on researching, Louis gets that Mr. Styles is a smart businessman but a lot off terms are just ridiculous. Like salirophilia or omorashi, what the fuck. And also, a lot of toys and other attributes have ridiculous names, Andrea's cross could also be called an X because it is just a big X. The research was a great eye opener for him, he thought he knew a lot already but no there is so much more.

Mr. Styles expects he takes it seriously, so he is going over everything one last time. He is okay with a lot off the rules, but Louis is not going to stop smoking and he expects him to be there for him the whole weekend. From Friday 8 pm until Sunday 8 pm. And nope that is not going to work. He needs to study, go to work, wants to go clubbing with friends and what the fuck 48 hours off sex yeah he is young but 48 hours is ridiculous.

"What are you reading?" Bam ouch, fuck that scared the shit out of him. He looks up and sees Zayn laughing. "Mate it is not okay to scare someone like this" louis says still lying on the floor. Fuck that really hurt his bum. "I just asked what you are reading babe no reason for being so mysterious" where did Zayn even come from he was home alone right? Fuck he hopes he was home alone all day because he watched porn without headphones. For research off course, or maybe because all the kink research made him horny.

"What is mysterious about falling of a couch?" He is never going to tell Zayn about this contract. Zayn knows about his last relationship but not about the club and Louis his desires, he likes to keep it that way.

"You are hiding your reading material under your whole body" Zayn looks at him with one eyebrow raised. Shit he needs a good story because the lie "just a bit off light reading" is not going to please Zayn.

"Uhm just a summary for school?" okay that was a bad lie because Zayn starts laughing. "Okay it is not something for school is just don't know what to say".

"Lou you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I was just curious because you never read and I saw a lot of times the words yellow and that is not in a summary for school. At least not in mine" He walks over Louis who is still on the floor and sits down on the couch.

"Okay yeah I don't want to tell you, maybe I do one day maybe never. Is that okay?" he looks up to see how his best friend reacts.

Zayn looks down at Louis and says "Babe it is okay to not tell me everything, because we promised to never have a secret for each other it does not mean you really need to tell me everything. We were in your treehouse back then and a lot has changed so come sit on the couch with me we need to order food". Louis sits down on the couch and lets out a deep breath. "And don't be nervous around me now, even if you tell me I would never judge you and you know it". Yeah, he knows that, but this is just weird and he knows it, but he also really wants to do it.

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When he walks into to elevator, he grabs his phone. One text from Zayn saying he is inviting some off his art friends over for a drink. Ugh no not his Friday night ruined because Zayn wants to have his stupid arty friends over. He does not hate them but they are just not his type, they talk about stuff he doesn't know and the smoke a lot of weed. He smokes too but these guys smoke so much, Louis thinks he never saw everyone with their eyes fully open. It is seven thirty, so he texts Zayn back that it is okay and he has other plans. He really wanted a night in because he took extra shifts at the coffee shop this week which made him exhausted. But he knows something to do tonight and after that he can hope his dorm is empty and he can sleep peacefully.

He spots Liam immediately behind the bar. Liam is the floor manager of the club, knows a lot about what is going on in the club and helped him a lot when Louis went there for the first time. It was so scary but Liam talked him through it and that was so nice, maybe it is because Liam is 10 years older than him but he feels safe with him. Like an older brother but maybe not because they talk about Louis his kinks and that is not what you want to know from your brother. He walks past some people watching a bondage demonstration, it looks good but so many fucking knots. He is not a dominant type but he is so glad he does not have to do all those knots. Louis sits down on the end off the bar. "Hi Lou didn't expect you here" Liam says when he comes up to him. "yeah, didn't want to go home or somewhere else so is ended up here, I hope it is okay" He forgot that it is not a place where you can show up in whatever you want and now he is scared that Liam sends him away because he does not want to play tonight.

"It is okay, Friday is always an easy-going night. It is different than Tuesdays and Thursdays, a lot of people come to watch and there is not a dress code or something". Okay that is good to know, he relaxes and asks for a beer. Louis and Liam talk some more about what is going on in the club on this moment and then he asks Louis why he does not want to play tonight. "You don't have to off course but I did not see you all week and now you just look a bit miserable, is there something going on?" Liam looks concerned and Louis is actually happy Liam asked him about it because he did not know how to bring it up.

"I wanted to go here but I was really busy with work and reading" Liam Laughs at him. "You were busy with reading? Was it a romantic novel?" he asks with a smirk. "No, it was not a romantic novel Liam" Louis rolls his eyes. "I uhm I told you about the application, right?" Liam nods and makes a sign he needs to help a costumer.

When Liam is back Louis tells him about the meeting with his anonymous potential dominant. "So tomorrow is the first time you are meeting for a scene?" Louis nods yeah that is what I just told you he thinks. "I'm scared because I don't know shit and he wanted me to do research so I did that but I still don't know shit. And now I put almost behind everything yellow because I want to try it or I think I like it but I don't know for sure so I did not put green but I want to try so I did not put red. And now my whole part off the contract looks weird because I don't fucking know. What are we going to do tomorrow? He can tie my hands and fuck me with a dildo because that are greens. Ugh and he is tall and handsome and older and rich and I'm small and poor and in college and young and dumb because I don't know shit about this whole world. Ughhhhh I hate myself" he ends his rant with his forehead on the bar.

Liam pads his head, "It is going to be okay Lou, he knows you are small. He probably knows you are still in college so being poor and young is not weird. And if he wanted an experienced sub you were not matched here." Hmm okay yeah that makes sense but ugh he is still stupid.

He looks up and looks past Liam, fuck sitting at the bar is the mysterious mister Styles. Off course he knows they go to the same club but he hoped they did not bump into each other tonight. He gives Liam a small smile and thanks him for the good chat. "off course I don't know the guy but don't stress to much about tomorrow. The first impression was good because he invited you for a try out scene and gave you the contract. And don't be scared to color out even if it is a green, do you promise me that?" Liam looks at him sternly. "yeah I promise thanks Liam, have a good night" Louis says before he walks away. Not wanting to know what mister mysterious is doing the rest of the night in the club with his fucking sexy suit on.