Only you

Chapter 11

Louis is in the back of Jack's car. He did not talk to Harry after Saturday night. But he also didn't text or call Harry. He was busy with, work, school and caring for Zayn who didn't get out of Louis bed, barley eats and sometimes cries which is a lot for Zayn. He never saw him like this and doesn't know what to do. Zayn only knew Liam for a few weeks, isn't it a bit much to react this way? But on the other hand, maybe he would react the same way.

They stop in front of Harry's building; he gets nervous now. Maybe Harry is going to tell him he had enough off it. He says goodbye to Jack and goes to the elevator. Ugh why is this ride so fucking long. When he gets out the woman behind the desk tells him he can walk to Harry's office.

He Knocks on the door before he walks in, Harry is at his desk reading some papers. He looks up, says hi and gestures Louis to sit at the chair in front of him. "Sorry I needed to finish reading this" Louis nods. He looks at Harry, sitting there al important with a nice suit on. He still doesn't get it that a man like that wanted Louis while there were so many more boys.

"I want you to go over the contract and tell me what you want to get changed" Louis grabs the contract and starts reading. "Okay uhm are we doing this the same way we did it for the first time?"

"Yeah, but if you want it to do another way it is okay"

"No, it is okay." He is quiet for a while before he knows something he wants to change. "The drinking thing, I like it, so I want to keep it. But I have the feeling that I just can't do it or something, I want to have nights where I lose track of everything. Do stupid shit and drink a shit ton alcohol"

Harry nods "I get that, what about that you call me for permission if you want to. Getting a punishment if you go over it and a reward if you do good. And if you don't want to you just drink without thinking, but I want to know when you are drinking if that is okay with you?"

"That sounds good thanks" He reads some more; a lot of things are still okay. He reads over the not sleeping together thing, but he does not want to bring it up. "Uhm, I want to kiss other people. I like it and I miss it."

Harry clenches his jaw "No, not going to happen"

"What? Thought we were here to negotiate"

"I don't want it; I don't kiss other people, so you don't kiss other people"

"Well, I am totally fine with kissing you, but you have a problem with it so, I want to kiss other people"

Harry looks mad "You can kiss Zayn"

Louis shakes his head "No not only Zayn"

Harry pinches the bridge of his nose "Only when I'm there and give you permission then"

Louis Laughs "No that is already in the contract. Zayn if you're not there and if your there I can kiss everyone I want" He wiggle his brows

"I hate it but deal" Yes that is more than nothing.

He reads some more; he comes to the punishment part. 'When the submissive breaches one or more rules in the contract he gets punished by the dominant. The punishment depends on what the submissive did and in which circumstances. The dominant needs full consent for the punishment' and 'When the submissive breaks an order in the playroom the submissive gives him a punishment. The order and punishment for breaking the order are clear for the submissive when the scene starts. The dominant does not order things from the submissive that the submissive breaks easily. The submissive can always safe word out of the punishment'

"Two things, in the first one there is nothing about that I can safe word out of the punishment. I want that in there." Harry nods "and uhm, I like the punishments in the playroom. So 'The dominant does not order things from the submissive that the submissive breaks easily' can be erased. I like to try to be good, but I also like the restraints and being called naughty and bad." He swallows that was honest of him.