Copyright © 2013 TeraDena
"Don't flash that smile at me, it won't work this time "
"Please baby don't fight it... Alright can I at least kiss you?"
I ease up a little, only for him to do what I feared , but really wanted.
AHH!.
I let out the loudest moan I've ever done in my life
"Damn baby you tight... now open up while daddy fuck that pussy up"
I did just what he said. And he suddenly dropped into my body, and my body jerked so hard the bed moved and I let out an ear piercing scream, only to look up and find him nodding his head, and biting his lip, I was in heaven.
"Yes Baby Yes"
"Give me More"
"Fuck me Harder"
"YES YES YESSSSSSSSS"
He bangs me more. We switch positions, over and over, when suddenly he says in mid stroke
"You gone be pregnant".
I get quiet, because that's an odd thing to hear when you're having sex.
"What do you mean" I say, still enjoying the dick he was giving me.
"I nutted , I just couldn't stop!!"..
"I pulled him in closer because, I didn't believe him and we continue to have sex.
Him grinding the inside of me.
Me moaning aloud, holding him to my body while he held on to me.
Everything was perfect."
"What happened next?" My sister Asked.
"Bitch I cant tell you everything"I replied
My sister Blake and I had been close every since we met. Yes met. She isn't my biological sister, we met in 6th grade, and click on the scene. When ever I'm down and out she's there, and I love her for it.
Blake is a cocoa colour, and she has Pretty hazel-brownish eyes, not typical on a black girl but she has them. She has short hair and a thick body figure. And she be pullin nigghas with that sassy attitude.
"Anyway i gotta get to first period bye lovie"
We said our goodbyes & i started to walk to first period, speaking of a period. I haven't had one since before my birthday, (Which is in December, its February) i'm getting kind of afraid , and i've been feeling kind of sick, so when i got to first period i pulled out my tablet and searched the internet for pregnancy symtoms and I had almost all of them, except the really bad ones , so I figured it was nothing and contiued my day.
I walked into 1st period ready to learn, ..... not really, everything they did at Southern High, was stuff we did at the beggining of the year at Yates, which gave me time to sittin and do nothing, considering the fact that some of my clasmates didn't know what a short answer response was. (IT WAS BEYOND CRAZY) .
Allen was the first of my first period friends to enter & I was glad because this other kid (whose name shall remain unsaid because I don't know it) kept getting on my nerves and I was ready to mirk his ass.
"Hey girl" he said.
"Hey boo, whea you came from"
"Outside I just got here"
"Oh, have you talked to yo boo thang?"
"Yeah he wanna get back with me, but he wanna be single"
"But that doesn't make Any sence"
"EXACTLY & Gi-"
halfway into the story I began to zone off (I read a lot but I have the attention spand of a squirrel) and think about that whole Eric thing and I must say that I am so scared , what the fuck am I gonnafe do with a kid, I'm a kid myself plus I don't wanna be a black statistic, that would make everything I worked to build for myself go down the toilet and I wasn't having Any of that. I mean ME? Katera, ... WITH A KID? , ABSOLUTELY NOT!. But if I am, what am I gonna do, How am I to do this and without Eric! I haven't told him but something told me he wouldn't want to be there , he claimed he would but that's only because he would have to, we were both single at the time, but deep down I knew nothing was going to happen with us and nothing was supposed to, but somewhere between the long ass ride to his house and his kisses I gave in , and his spell cast. Eric is tall (SUPERLY TALL) , light complection, beautiful smile, tattos, A BANGIN BODY, and slim but muscular. We were friends at FIRST but I was starting to feel for him, he was a good guys, and he gave the BEST hugs. But now I was hating him more and more everyday and anybody who knows me KNOWS that I "NEVA EVA USE THE ... H WORD" but he was really making me want to used the word. Like I know I'm responsible for what I put myself in but Damn, u mean u ain't have no condom what so ever., and the way he put it, he wanted a baby.... at least at the time he did .
The bell rang to signal the end of first period, and I hadn't realized that I daydremed all class long.
"KayeeKayee" I heard from the crowd , and automaticallt knew it was my besto Dai'Jia, we been kickin it since the fourth grade , and lawd I gotta say she sum else.
"Oi Mi Love" I say as she got closer
"Aye bitch , Where you go next?"
"Ummm ion know, I'm still learning my schedual"
"Well I got GYM so ima see u Later"
she got halfway down the hall when I yelled
"Wait I remember .. I got An , it's by the gym"
we began to walk and I started to feel kind of sick, I put my hand over my mouth just in case
"You ok?"
"Not really, I wanna throwup.. SO BAD"
"Oh...ehhhh"
"I gotta go Man"
I walked into POA (Principles of Agriculture) and sat and put my earphones in and began to drift into the words of India Arie:
"If the sun comes up and your not home, I'll bee strong.
if your not beside me, I'll do my best to carry on.
I'll tell the kids about you when their old enough to, understand.
I'll tell them that their daddy was a good man"
and while that's playing all I can think about is the type of man Eric will have to grow to be if I have this baby, which I hope will be a boy but feel like it'll be a girl, that is if I keep it. Seems that everytime I spoke to him he grew more into the idea of me getting an abortion and I wasn't having at all.I mean damn you were man enough to have sex with me and do grownup things to make the baby now it's time to be one.
Second period goes by and everything is ok til I start to feel EXTREMELY sick and run into the locker room restroom to puke.
"Kateraaaa" I hear somebody say.
"Wha- "I think I'm pregnant" i interrupt.
"what"? my friend Kia finally says.
"I may be pregnant, before I moved here there was a boy. A fine one. And before I left I got suspended and my daddy never knew or my ass would be in a sling and he skipped with me (well he skipped I was chill) and we went to his house and we... u know and didn't use a condom and Wala?. I said shrugging my shoulders. By the look on her face, all Hell was about to break lose on my ass.
