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As Sidharth has nothing much to do work today so He thought to rest for some times alone? By sleeping? Yes heck His Favourite Thing After His Work.. Whenever Hi Is Free Which Is Very Rare... He Loves To Sleep.. As His Mom Told Him To Spend Some Time With His Dear Wife Who Is Still In Fighting Mood So Why Not To Go To His Love Means His Sleeps?
Sidharth laid down aimlessly on the bed and Scrolling his phone.. and after sometimes sleep took over him..
But After some time he felt some movement near his hand? Huhh? Is This Any Kind Of Dream? But Why Can't He See Anything If It's A dream? And Then He felt again a touch.. and He Wake Up With A Jerk Breathing Heavily...
Sid: What The.....
He Shouted Making her also scared and she also shouted at the next second
Sana: Ammaaaaaa... kya haiii......
Sid: What.. kya hai? Are You Okay?
His Puzzled face turns to concerned one as he saw her Scary face...
Sana: Kya okay? Itni jor se kon chillata hai? Mere kaan sw khoon nikalne wala hai...
Sid: Huhh?? I.. leave it.. tum yaha kya kar rahi ho? Me so raha tha na? Aise ake achanak hath pakroge chillaunga nhi toh kya karunga?
Sana: Woh me... woh..
Sid: Kya cahye? Batao? Kya chupa rahi ho?
He frowned at her fumbling face and all he could do is overthink about all the negative things that comes to his mind regarding her....
Sana: Woh meko.. kuch cahye tha...
Sid: Hmm.. bolo..
He said in way too much cold tone?.. Why? Because of his bloody overthinker brain which is telling him that She is here for some reason and Girls are like that only.. they only want things, money? Their comfort?
Sana: Sidharthhhhhhhhhhhh.....
Sid: Kya hai?
He said irritately with her? Or his overthinking?
Sana: Woh apna Phone dena? Meko cahye...
Sid: kyu? Mera phone kyu cahye? Ab kya tamasha karna hai?
He said a bit way too much loud tone...
Sana: kya? Pagal ho?
She said with a frown not understanding his sudden behaviour towards her...
Sid: Ha bas me hi hu pagal.. khush? Phone kyu cahye? Aue sirf sach bolna.. i Don't have time to listen to your lies...
He again said rudely..
Sana: Me kyu jhoot bolungi? Dimag thik hai? Mere phone me balance nhi hai isiliye tumhara phone cahye tha call karne ke liye...
She said equally loud irritated by his unnecessary rude behaviour...
Sid: Kyu? Ab kisko call karna hai? Kon yad agaya ab? Kahi purana koi ashiq..
Sana: Bas Sidharth, bas kya bakwas kar rahe ho?
She said too as much loud as she can..
Sana: Dimag thik hai tumhara? Kabse bakwas kiye ja rahe ho? Manti hu galti ho gayi .. tumse bina permission phone lene ki koshish nhi karna cahye tha.. but i needed it.. meko kuch mangwana tha.. par yeh kya laga rakha hai...
She said and her voice chocked as tears Breaming on her eyes...
Sid: Toh itna pata hona cahye Dusro ke cheeze bina matlab ke hath nhi lagate.. itna toh sikha diya hi hoga tumhare Mama mami ne? Yah woh bhi nhi?
He said harshly.. he Didn't know what he is saying or what he is even meaning? Only his past and his brain is taking this time maybe...
Sana: Sikhaya hai.. i.. am.. Sorry.. i am really sorry.. me firse kabhi kuch nhi lungi tumse .. It's the First And Last Time ..
I Am Just Soo Sorry...
And She Left Without Looking At Him Or Saying Anything... She Is Just Way Too Much Hurt ...
She Thought He Is Atleast Her Friend Now.. And They Can Share Things.. She never stopped him from touching her things or using thrm..
She also expected this from him too.. But He? He had to just destroy their relationship evertytime. SHE JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND HIM..
One moment he behaves soo sweetly with her that Her heart misses several beats..
And the next moment? He himself breaks this heart...
Why he does this everytime? What is the need to come close if He had to go way too much away???..
She can't Understand Who Is The Real Sidharth Shukla.. The Sweet One? Or The One Who Behaved With her rudely sometimes ago and accused her for no reason?...
SHE JUST CAN'T....
And She Dosen't want to now.. Atleast she will try to maintain distance from now.. She Can't Hurt Hearself everytime...
So it's better to stay away from him...
She kept crying in the guest room to hide from whole family ...
And Here Sidharth?
His Anger?
His Madness?
His overthinking?
And The Guilt?
Well He Can't Understand What Is Happening To Him? He is going mad.. His Brain is telling him to not trust her .. Why only her? Not any girl in the whole world.. But Her TEARS? Why they causes so much pain to his heart? Everytime? He always wanted to keep maintaining distance with her but situation didn't make that happen.. Than he decided he will be good with her but again His Overthinking brain didn't let him do this also...
Was it Her fault? Or his? He Dosen't know... He so wanted to know the reason behind asking for his Phone ...
But His brain overpower him and he shouted on her before... He accused her for no reason..
He also knows he didn't find any kind of thing that he can doubt on her...
But what about His Past? His Insecurities? What If She Will Leave him? What If SHE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE?
His heart pains even if he thinks about it... He doesn't know why? But He Can't Leave Her... He Can't Let Her Ditch Him..
Anger rose inside him.. Thinking About The Another Guy In Her Life..
No one has right in her dammmm life.m Only He Has The Right...
And He Throws Whatever comes infront of his hand..
He Dosen't Know What Is The Feeling.. But If She Married To Him.. He Will Not Let Her Deceive Him.. Not This Time He Will Be Broken.. She Have To Be With Him Atleast For 6 Months as Per The Deal...
And After That? Will He Able To See Her With Someone?
Noooo... His Heart Screams
But Why? He doesn't know....
He Doesn't Want To Know For Now.. For Now He Knows That He Has To Keep Her With Him...
That's It....
His Mind Didn't Work In Insecurities..
Her Mind Doesn't Know What To Do With His Strange Behaviour....
And like that the day passed with nothing happened but only they ignored each other...
And like the grumpy childs they become they slept different room angrily...
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