Back To Life

part 6

After 3 days:

It had been three days since I found out that my memory loss was due to drugs and not due to accident.
That day Evening I woke up with a severe body ache and was then down with fever. Ishita was hell worried for me and soon called Doctor veer, of praana clinic.

Doctor took my blood samples for testing and prescribed a few tablets.
Next day afternoon I was laying down and watching movie, which ishita allowed after lot of pestering. While watching a scene where a person was gifting white lilies to manofy his wife , suddenly I could see some blurry, flashy images rotating infront of my eyes. Soon everything turned black infront of me.

After that I woke up yesterday morning in hospital. As soon as I woke up Ishita rushed to me and hugged me.
Her eyes were red and puffy as if she had been crying the entire time.
She told me that I fainted and had this white foam coming from my mouth.
Doctor veer then came and visited me.
He told me that this all happened due to the drugs entering in my body. He said that from past 2 months heavy doses of drugs are entering my body. That is the time from when I stopped taking those tablets. Don't know how those drugs are entering my body.
"Look Mr. Bhalla somehow those drugs are entering your body and we should stop that immediately. Or else it may be life threatening to you."
He said

"But doctor now i am not taking those pills. I have stopped taking them 2 months ago. I don't know how those pills are entering my body"
I said.

"Look Mr bhalla do you have doubt on anyone. Like enemies"
He asked.

"No doctor. You know I lost my memory" I said.

"Do something Mr. Bhalla. But find out  how that drug is entering your body."
He said.

I nodded.

"And please. Don't overthink about anything. Mental peace is very much important for you. You have to be in a peaceful environment. Your body and mind needs that rest for you to heal."
He advised.

Later after completing the formalities we went back to guest house and slept for a while.

That evening I and Ishita sat in balcony.
I was drinking soup prepared by Ishita.
Ishita was sitting right beside me holding my hand tightly. She seemed to be in deep thoughts. Her pale face, puffy eyes , disturbed face is hurting me.  I have to find a solution soon to our struggled. But what to do?. How those Drugs are entering my body? How to stop them?

" Ishita kaha koyi ho?" I asked.
" Soch rahi simmi voh drugs aap ko kaise deh Rahi hai."
She said.
"Again you started blaming simmi Ishita. How can you say so. Can you prove that simmi is behind all this?" I reprimanded her.
" Can you prove that she is not behind this. Aap ko bhi pata hai ki jiss pills joh simmi Diya aapko , usme yeh drugs hai"she retorted.
"Par voh baath simmi ko bhi pata nahi hoga. Voh behen hai meri. Voh kyun Aisa karega." I questioned her.
" I don't want to argue with you Raman. I know simmi is behind all this. Par mujhe samajh mein nahi aarahi hai ki isko Roku kaise. Kaise karu yeh. Aapko aisa behosh hote dhek kar Mai mar rahi. Jab bhi aapki sar dardh kar rahi hai tho mujhe ghutan ho rahi hai. I am helpless Raman. Helpless. Mujhe maaf Karo ki mai aapko in sab ki beech chod ke chali gayi. I am sorry Raman. " Saying so she bursted into tears.
"I want you to be healthy and happy Raman. Like before. But mujhe samajh mein nahi aarahi hai ki kya karu. Mann kar rahi hai ki aapke saath bhaag Jaavu. Kahi dhoor chali Jaavu. In sab pareshaniyo se dhoor. Sabse dhoor. Jaha hum Shanti se rah paayengi"
She said still crying.

Ishita is  getting affected in a very bad way due to all this.I took her in a hug and started consoling her.
She was mumbling that she will die if something happens to me..That entire evening she stayed hugging me, crying and finally slept due to exhaustion.
I wrapped blankets around us and stayed like that enjoying warmth, her warmth. This woman is impossible. First she accuses my family, fights with them,then marries me by cheating. But the love she showers on me , amazes me. Don't know why she loves me this much. May be it's not love if it has a reason. Don't know why I get this warmth, security only near her. Only she feels like a home to me. I have decided not to trouble her more. She will get what she wants.
Look how innocent and beautiful she is when sleeping. I wrapped my arms around her and closed my eyes to catch some sleep.
I woke up may be after an hour. Ishitha was calling me to have our dinner.

"Let's eat here in balcony" I requested her.
She agreed.
After dinner I initiated talk.
" Ishitha I thought of something. You said na before that you want to go somewhere far away with me. Let's do that."
I said her.
" I didn't get you" she said.
"See Ishita you say simmi was reason behind my memory loss. See it may be simmi or someone. But I do realise that someone is doing it intentionally. May be keeping a track on me and giving those drugs to me. So I have decided that we will go somewhere far. To some remote place , where none recognises the CEO Raman Kumar bhalla. We will start a new life there. You me and pihu"
I said
" But problem will be same if still drugs will enter your body" she said.
" That's what. See don't think I am going crazy. But I thought of a plan. First let us go home and get pihu back from camp. Then after arranging everything like taking our I'd proofs, pihu school certificate etc., We will plan a fake accident. After that accident people will think we are dead. No one will know that we three are alive. Since you are doubting my sister and my family even they will not know that I am alive. Then afterwards I will take treatment and once I am fine we can go back to normal life or else continue our remote life. What do you say?"
I asked her.
" Everything is good. But Raman can you hide this truth from your family. I know you love them" she questioned
" Yes Ishita. I do love them and so they are. But None cares and love me like you do. I realised your happiness lies in mine. I want your happiness. If this is what we can do for me to get better then let's do it. Although they will be sad initially, I think they will be really happy if I get back my memory or atleast back to my health. So it's ok. After all it is for few months."

"Ok Raman. We will do it " she said. But how do we proceed with it?

"Listen Ishita I have planned everything clearly" and i explained her all the details.