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Umm Hi?

Hullo everyone!

I hope your all doing great!

Sooooo, still figuring a few things out buuut I just wanted to talk about a few things.

Soooo meet your "new" author!

Hullo! My name is Sage, I use He/They pronouns, and im a non-binary Transmasculine, which is someone who was assigned female at birth and has a predominantly masculine gender identity or presentation, which I like to present myself more masculine then feminine, don't get me wrong, I will wear like a skirt here in there but I don't really where them, and I just don't like feminine clothes very much.

Who know's I might be trans but im sure I will figure that out down the road but for now, im using transmasculine, since I like to present myself more masculine then feminine, and im really liking the He pronouns, but I feel like im more and more hating being female, like I hate everything, from my chest to, know know (more so my chest then anything else), but I hate the clothing, how it's always for some reason, so revealing, to having to fit in a gender role that just doesn't represent me... Im I literally figuring out that im probably and most likely trans right now-

I have no idea, like I hate my female pronouns, I got used to hearing them because I haven't told anyone besides you guys and close friends and just... Idk, I think I might actually be trans... Holy shit... My parents are gonna send me to fucking therapy if they find out...

Ummmm sooo scratch the top bit I guess, because I might actually be trans, like holy shit... You guys literally watched me do this...just because I started listing things that I hate about me being female and shit...no wonder I always hated certain stuff.

But is it normal to be scared if I turn out to be trans... Like im scared because, my parents are very transphobic and others at school will question why I went to the opposite bathroom, it's nerve racking but also scary... I feel like im worrying over nothing-

Eh, idk anymore, this just made me question more...

But now that I think more about it, the more I actually feel like a boy and want to be one, or maybe my mind is playing tricks on me and it's making it all up...

But uh.

Welcome me to the boys?