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They won't be able to find her.
They can't.
She's gone, they'll be crushed, but it'll be nothing new. We've grown used to the concept of death to know what it is, know what it feels like, to grieve. But it still hurts when it happens, no matter how frequent the losses are it still hurts each and every individual time. They can't deal with yet another death, they've gone through enough, but I don't want to fuel them on the idea of her being alive, somewhere, breathing. I don't want to fuel them off of lies, false realities.
Helpless I was helpless, I was blind. I was stupid, to put my life at risk for hers, for me to have mine and her to not have hers.
Selfish. You're selfish
If we'd never walked into that mall in 95, thus wouldn't have happened, but how where we supposed to know this would happen.
Young, stupid teenagers.
3 graves were dug in these past 5 days.
Jen, charlie, Elizabeth.
Elizabeth.
Who is Elizabeth?
Afton. She belongs to the Aftons. Elizabeth Afton.

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