Simply•••H.S

~Chapter 10~

Harry's P.O.V.

I held on to her, tightly.

She ran into my arms and I couldn't let her go, she was sobbing into my shoulder, I was rubbing her hair, I knew more about her, more then she thought, I knew she was going to change my life, I just needed to be the one to change hers.

Ailex's P.O.V.

"I want to tell you." I said quietly into his chest.

"Tell me?" he questioned.

"My past, I trust you, I think." I explained truthfully, people may say I am an idiot, an idiot for trusting someone I met, two days ago, but it was different with Harry, I can't explain it.

He nods and sits up, in anticipation over what is to come.

"When I was 10 my Dad died, I was left alone, with my mum, after 10 years of living with Dad, I moved into this big house, with a person I barely knew, she blamed me for his death, for a very long time, she met a knew guy and got remarried, I was 14 when this happened, that was when I met Jayden, he was older, a senior, and we started talking, we instantly became best friends, and it turned into something more very quickly, he sent me nude photos regularly and told me that he was doing it to assure me that he was mine, I felt safe, in a time I shouldn't of, things were not great at home, he was my escape.

"It got to a point with him, when he was everything, he was the reason I would wake up in the morning, but he broke me, he black mailed me, abused me, ignored me, he played with my emotions, he dumped me, and we didn't speak for a while, we saw other people, but I never felt the way I did with him, I realised I was in love with him, I hated myself for it, I still kind of do, he destroyed me, I was innocent, and he ruined that for me, we ended up dating again, all last year, but he became violent, I was too scared to get out of it.

"Things became too much, even for me, I got on the hard drugs, and tried to leave this world, it didn't work, obviously, I'm still here hey, but he really messed me up, Mom kicked me out on the street, after years of abuse from her, and I lived rough for a while. I saw some hard things, I went through some of the hardest things, things that really affected me, but I got past it, I am a bit more damaged then I thought."

I let out a deep breath, as if I wasn't breathing that whole time, there he laid looking at me, the way no one had ever looked at me before, my hands were shaking as I explained my knotted past, I will not always be easy to hold on to, for my heart is scattered with thorns, some nights I will be quiet and he won't know how to pull me from my weeded mind. Some nights I'll forget what he sees in me and lose my balance, Some nights I will trip over my own shoelace and apologize for the mess I made, on the those nights the one thing that will drag me out of my labyrinth is that look. No one has ever looked at me quite like that.  

Harry's P.O.V.

Her hands were shaking, they were cold as I held them, but shaking. 

I am stunned, I was not expecting this, she was me, well she was as fragile as me, I keep saying that we will fix each other, but I mean it, I never had met someone as broken as me, but here sits this beautiful, broken girl, he pieces scattered in front of me, her soul bare, it was in this moment after just two days, I realised I was in love with this girl, and I shouldn't be, I know only her past, but I know I need her, I want her in my mind smothering my thoughts and indulging my dreams, I want her inside my mind, dancing in my ventricles and flowing through my affections I want her in places the most gifted surgeons would never gamble to dissect, I want her all over me, everywhere all the time, but I couldn't tell her this, so I leave her with three simple words.

"I love you." I whisper, inches away from her face, she says nothing, I hear her take a big intake of breath, she shakes her head, and with smudged mascara, smeared lipstick, and a bruised face, she runs from me, once again.

Hello my lovessssss! I haven't updated in over a month, mannnnn shit has been crazy, I hope you love this new update, I obsessed over it whilst writing it. I will update again!!!! Xo <3

SONGS FOR THE CHAPTER.. ;)

See you again — Wiz Kalifa.

Talk is cheap — Allday cover.

I won't my mind — Zayn Malik.

Stiches  - Shawn Mendes.