Villain Deku x Reader Oneshots

It's over and I'm still selfish

Summary:

Angst (?)
Basically just Y/N staying in a shitty relationship.

You sat near the end of your messily made bed.  The blanket and pillows out of their normal place, scattered around the bed, Signifying that the bed hadn't been made yet.

Deku stood leaning his back against the doorway facing away from you. Looking out into the hallway as the calm atmosphere came over the room.

Taking long shakey breathes you continue to sit in place. Your nose was stuffy, making a sniffling noise every time you inhaled, along with your eyes that were also puffy but that stung from earlier crying. Your body, and mind now tranquil, as you stared downwards, staring into nothingness as the minutes passed.

Was it really over? Wow.

You both tried tried so hard, so hard to make it work but it didn't. The arguments, yelling, ignoring, petty insults, threats, all became to much, and you had both grown tired of it. Forms of reassessment had began to show.

So much effort was put in to fix it, or ignore the problems, just so that this relationship would last long enough or at least maybe somehow survive. Because you loved each other.

All of your desperate efforts to keep this jumbled, and messy relationship together, were now seemingly pointless. And all it took was a single argument to allow all these issues to float to the surface. It started as an argument unrelated to your relationship that you couldn't even remember anymore. All you knew were soon words were exchanged, tears were cried, yelling was used, and screaming was heard to top it all off.

You're relationship together was always rocky. You constantly tried walking away from each other, but at the last minute ran back to each other. You couldn't stand being away from each other, you felt like you needed each other. The amount of affection and fullness you would feel when you were with each other made it easier to cover up the less pleasant parts of this relationship.

But eventually, at some point you grow tired of only relying on temporary warm feelings, and sparks every time you two separated, and came back together to form whatever you would even call the leftover mashed together pieces, that survived of this relationship.

"Hey." Deku said calmly as he broke the uncomfortable silence.

He turned his head so that his eyes laid upon your body that still sat near the end of the bed, undisturbed.

"..What" you quietly replied slightly sniffing as irritation grew.

You continued staring downwards towards the ground as you heard shuffling and then old floor boards creaking. Soon the noise stopped and you looked up to see him standing in front of you. He stared back into your eyes, an unreadable expression present on his face.

Without much hesitation he suddenly bent down leaning in, and smashing his lips against yours slightly roughly, as he placed his hands on your thighs to hold himself up.

A muffled noise of disapproval came from your mouth, along with very surprised wide eyes. You quickly pushed him off, as he slightly stumbled backwards onto his feet.

"What the- what the actual fuck is wrong with you!" You said, voice raised as you grew even more confused and aggravated.

This was all so sudden. It actually frightened you. You both just finished having a discussion that made it clear that your relationship was over, and even if it survived this event it would definitely never bounce back to how it was before, and even then, he still had the dignity to try to kiss you. That thought made you even more enraged as you glared at him.