𝓢𝓪𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓶𝓪 (oneshots)

Anxiety tossing turning in your sleep

Au: ?????
Warning: talking about h@ng!ng

~SHUICHI'S POV ~

I woke up to kokichi my boyfriend tossing and turning "ko. Kokichi?" I move to hug him it looks like he is having a nightmare "koki?" he didn't wake up I looked at him and he was crying "kokichi!" I said trying to wake him up. I sat up setting him up to hug him holding him close to my chest "s. Shu..?" "kokichi!" I scream hugging him tighter "mmm.. Shumai?" "yes?" "why are you hugging me?" "kokichi I can tell you were having a nightmare" I said making kokichi look at me "yeah sorry if i woke you up by it" "don't be sorry for that. I'm here if you need someone" I kissed him on the head holding him close to me soon later kokichi startded to cry in my chest "shh it's okay I'm here" I said trying to calm him down "it's okay to cry kokichi it helps you to get some sadness off of your mind"I rubbed his back trying to calm him down I truly want to know what happened in his nightmare it's going too take a lot of convincing to get him to tell me..

Soon later kokichi calmed down now I have to try to convince him to tell me what happened in his nightmare "koki?" "mmm?" "do you want to talk about it?" "no" "kokichi please tell me it's not good to keep all your sadness to yourself you need to talk to people about it sometimes" "like I said shumai it's a no" "kokichi..... Talk to me" kokichi froze "kokichi?" "Every day is just so dark I don't know what to do I just have to deal with it I have to deal with everyone hating me I have to deal with all my sadness I just always keep it to myself to never make anyone worried.. I want to be happy all the time to make other people happy but I just annoy them instead" wait is he actually telling me how he feels. It hurts me to see he's going through all this but it makes me little happy that he finally talking about this and getting all the sadness off his mind "it will just be better if I died no one could care I just imagine my hanging body on the roof Im sure everyone would be happy to see that... Why does this always happen to me why can't I die why can't I just not be here anymore no one would care Im just some useless piece of trash.. Just kill me I'm nothing!" "shh calm down dear" I said trying to calm him down "shumai?" "yes my everything?" kokichi blushed a little "I have a question" "yes my beautiful and my everything that I care for very much and if you died I would kill myself because your my everything and so many people would care if you died because your so amazingly cute and everything else about you is absolutely amazing" I said making kokichi turn very red redder then himiko's hair "umm well do you think anyone cares for me?""of course!! I care for you rantaro cares for you kirumi cares for you kaede cares for you everyone cares for you besides maki and kaito but I'm sure some day they are going to" kokichi looked at me and started crying "thank you THANK YOU!! I love you so much!!!" "ah! Love you to my kokichi"

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