Love Has No Size BoyxBoy

the apology

Dre's POV

"im sorry"

was the first thing out of ryans mouth im not quite sure what he was sorry for running into me or hurting my feelings.

one thing is for sure im only forgiving him for one thing.

"please let me explain"he pleaded.

"explain what?! you made it pretty clear how you felt yesterday by the way you looked at me and ran out of my house!" i yelled.

"you have every reason to be mad at me your shared something with me that was very special to you and i made it seem like i was leading you on"he exclamied.

there were two things going through my head the first how symone was wrong about him not being at school today and the second what the hell was he doing.

"dre look i have something inside of me that burns for you and only you its been like this since i first saw you freshman year but i didnt know what to call these feelings i still dont but i know that they wont go away and i dont want them to" he poured.

he sounded so sincere and truthful i wanted to cry and it looked like he was going to.

"i know that i hadnt spoken to you until we were paired up but these feelings were here way before then i know its not love and its definatley not lust i dont know what im trying to say but what i do know is that i want to be with you and nobody else i guess im saying im gay for you"

the dam had burst and the river came pouring through a single tear left his eye as he got on his knees and began

"dre will you please forgive me?" he pleaded.

as i gazed into his eyes i looked to the left and right and saw the bear and flowers he came to school to apologize tears rolled down my cheek.

so i guess i was wrong i will be forgiving him for two things i nodded and lept into his arms my dream was finally becoming a reality he didnt see me for my size and i dont think he ever did but he saw me for who i am a person now we have to solve the rest of the problems like the person beating on the door trying to get in ahhhhhh!!!

we scrambled looking for exits but to no avail we didnt find any.

in a split second Ryan had an idea.

"lay on the ground!" he whisper yelled.

with no time to argue or ask questions i did as i was told and got on the ground.

seconds later Ryan was crouched over me with a panicked look on his face.

"whats going on here??" the random teacher called as he ran over to where i lay.

"i heard a thud and came in and saw him lying there unconcious!"Ryan lied.

note to self Ryan is an amazing liar.

"we need to get him to the nurse"the teacher exclaimed.

"ill take him" Ryan said.

in no time i was in Ryans arms being carried out quickly bridal style.

add that to the other notes Ryan is way stronger then he looks.

once we got a good distance he put my down.

we looked at each other and burst into fits of laughter.

"now that thats over can we go somewhere and talk"he said inbetween spurts of after laugh i agreed and were off.

we sat and talked about random things for a while and then we got to business.

"what am i going to do"he asked hoplessly.

"que?" i asked in complete puzzelment of what he was getting at.

"how am i going to tell people of my feelings for you without it blowing up in my face"

then realization hit "oooooo how do you tell people your gay" i said with a smirk playing at my lips.

"shhhh i dont want people to hear"

"Ryan were in my car i dont think theres some magic fairy listening to our every word and playing it back on the loudspeaker of the world" i said sarcastically.

"theres an loudspeaker for the world??"

"focus!"

"im sorry im sorry help me find a way to come out please"

"well first things first you need to break up with christa"i said a little to enthusiastically.

spoting my hint of jealousy he laughed and teased. "is that a hint of jealousy i hear?"

not wanting to lie i nodded confidently.

"hahaha okay babe"

"babe?? oh no im not your babe until you take me on a date ask me out oh and break up with ol girl all in that order"

"today is going to be a long day isn't it???"

"mmmmhmmmmm"

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