Flowers

Dearest best friend.

Tubbo woke up, instantly being blinded by all the bright lights around him.. He was instantly surrounded by nurses and doctors, examining his face.
Goddammit. Why did he have to get hit? If the brunette didn't get hit, he wouldn't have to deal with this.. Any of this! But nooo.. He got fucking hit. Why couldn't he be a normal kid?? He could've had a normal childhood. But noooo, someone had to fucking ruin it for him!! He was pissed. He was pissed at the lights, and at the coldness of the hospital, and how the doctors wouldn't shut up, and how they were looking down on him.. He hated people looking down on him. He hated it he hated it he hated it. He wasn't a weak little kid. He was strong! He was a strong man!! Why the hell didn't they treat him like one? He wasn't weak. He wasn't small. He wasn't dumb. He was capable of things on his own, so why did they treat him with such care?

"Tubbo.. You poor boy.."

He was strong.

"Tubbo.. You sick little kid.."

He was healthy.

"Tubbo.. You poor weak child.."

He was okay.

So why did everyone treat him differently than the rest of the kids?

"Tubboo.."
He heard Schlatt say softly, but he didn't look at the other. He couldn't, he just couldn't bring himself too. "Tubbo.. It's time to wake up.."
He didn't wanna wake up.

"Tubbo.."

"Tubbo?"

He opened his eyes, feeling a gentle hand, unlike his father's, rest upon his shoulder. This wasn't the hospital? This was.. A house? Not any house he recognized.. The decorations were extremely neat.. The house was way more old fashioned..

"Tubbo!"

Before he could respond, he felt arms wrapping around him.. They were weary. Weak.. Exhausted. And.. Porcelain pale.

"Ranboo?"

"Oh thank XD!! Tubbo, you scared the crap out of me!"

Yep. It was Ranboo. Ranboo never swore. Tubbo chuckled to himself, before hugging the other back. As much as he could, that is. The brunette was weak. He didn't know why, but he felt weak.

He was lost in his own train of thought, only coming out when he felt the other begin to shake.

"Ranboo? What's wrong?"

"You- you idiot.. I thought- I thought I lost you.."

oh. Tubbo never thought of that. He didn't think of emotions a lot of the times. The taller hicked.

"I wanted- I wanted to check on you.. Tommy- he- he said you weren't at the field and- and I got worried, so I looked for you, I looked- we looked- everywhere and when we found you, you- you were on the ground passed out.."

The dirty blonde said through numerous sobs.

"You were pale- sickly pale.. And- and you weren't breathing.. Or- at least it looked like that?? It was- it was so slow.. You looked dead.. I- I thought you died, I thought- I thought I lost you, I didn't wanna lose- I didn't wanna loose you, I didn't wanna loose my best friend but-"

"Hey, hey.. Calm down, alright? I'm here!! Aren't I?"

He sniffled slightly.

".. Yeah.."

Tubbo smiled.

"exactly! I'm here, okay? I didn't die. I just.. Passed out, is all?"

The brunette let go of the other. He didn't realize it, but he was shaking.. Tubbo looked up at the other, his vision blurring slightly. He saw the others eyes squint. Ranboo was talking but- he couldn't hear anything. It was muffled. It was.. Off. He felt dizzy. He felt sick. He was gonna hurl. He had to throw up. It was hot. Why the hell was it hot? What was the temperature..

"Tubbo? Are you okay?"

Ranboo asked, the only thing that was clear to Tubbo.

"... Did ya turn up the heat in here or something?"

And just like that, just as before.

....

He passed out. Again.