Tomura Shigaraki x male reader

15.

- Sensei, there's news about the newcomer, - Shigaraki told the screen, - he has two quirks or more, and he remains sane. Although, I'm not sure if the second quirk only affects on his first one or other's too. Perhaps, it's only to eliminate the former.

- It's really interesting. He might be useful for us, Tomura, - a voice said monotonously from the speakers.

- Yeah, probably, - Tomura replied dejectedly.

- Are you upset about something?

- No, Sensei, I'm just tired. Sorry.

- It's alright. Get some rest. Deal with the team. We'll start soon, - he disconnected, leaving Tomura in ringing silence. 'What's next? I'm completely lost. Don't know what to think,'- Shigaraki went to his room with heavy heart, hoping that sleep will distract him from his thoughts. He was already standing at the door of his room when he felt someone's hand touch the place where the camellia had bloomed, almost killing him. If not for a sudden healing quirk, Tomura would've already been lying in the bar with his organs completely affected and a flower wrapping his entire body.

- Are you okay now? - your worried voice slightly diluted Shigaraki's stream of thoughts. He relaxed his shoulders and turned to face you:

- Wanna sleep in my room today?

- If you want me...

-I do, - he spoke calmly, and even somehow detached. You two went into his room, you sat on the bed, and Tomura went to the bathroom door:

- I'm gonna wash off all the dirt, - by "dirt" he meant blood and the remnants of dried stems that were still sticking out of his shoulder.

- Do you need help?

- No, just sit and wait.

You wanted to ask only one question about the plant, but decided to keep silent - leave it for later. Red Camellia. 'It's about me, right? Who else can such a thing be addressed to?' You were 80% sure that Tomura had warm feelings for you, but still wanted to hear about it personally from him. Even if it happens after a long time.

Shiga entered the room, dressed in sweatpants and an undershirt. His shoulder was badly bandaged, and a small pale spot of blood could be seen through the bandages. 'I hope he had enough sense to at least properly treat the wound.'

- Move your ass, I'll lie down, - he said and fell down next to you, - Fuck, I'm exhausted.

You looked at him puzzled:

- Is everything okay?

- Yeah, why? You worried about me? - he grinned. You pursed your lips and unexpectedly even for yourself said:

- We're friends, so i am.

Tomura turned his head in your direction and ironically twitched his eyebrow. You stared at him and then looked down at your hands clasping your knees:

- Do you know the meaning of the flower?

- I don't, so go ahead.

- It's a Red Camellia, - you cleared your throat and added a little quieter, - "desire or passion".

- Okay, what does that mean?

- This flower seems to say "you are the flame in my heart", - you frowned and asked him, - can you tell me who's it about?

Shigaraki was silent for a moment, considering his answer. He sat down opposite you and quietly, cautiously, as if afraid to scare you off, said:

- May I take your hand? - he held out his hands, palms up. You put your palms on his and squeezed your fingers on his hands. He took a deep breath and began to talk:

- I mentioned my sister to you once, but I didn't think it was important to tell you about her in detail then. To be honest, Hana was the reason you're here with me now.

- I don't get it, Tomura. How a dead person can affect...

- You remind me of her for some reason. Although you're completely different. And at first I thought that I was keeping you here only because of longing for her. But seems there's more. "This" is about you, cause I feel like I can't breathe without you by my side, - Shigaraki was breathing heavily as if he had run a marathon. You breathed a sigh of relief:

- Thought so, - for some reason it became funny to you, but you tried your best to keep a calm face. 'It was so obvious'.

- What? You knew? - Tomura was confused, - why did you ask then?!

- I had to make sure, - you laughed. You felt so light, even a little elated, - so was it jealousy back in UA? - you slyly squinted and moved closer to him. Shiga tried to pull his hands out of yours, but you didn't let him.

- When was this? Can't recall it - Tomura asked, playing the fool.

- When Compress helped me up, - you smiled maliciously, - remember? He took my hand and then grabbed my elbow to make it easier for me to stand up. And...

- That's enough, - Shigaraki hissed.

- So you were jealous, weren't you?

Shigaraki managed to free his hands and grabbed you by the shoulders. He looked at you with furious eyes, it seemed that he was about to disintegrate you, and said:

- Yes, I was jealous. Just stop, - he was biting his lips, and his eyes were full of anger and tears at the same time. You realized that all this looked like bullying, and you didn't even respond to his confession.

- Oh, oh god, I'm so sorry. I'm an idiot, - you sighed and wrapped your arms around his waist, - you're a flame in my heart too. Sorry I made you cry. I'll make sure this never happens again.

- Everything's fine. it's not your fault. Now I'm glad, - he smiled as wide as ever. You hugged him tight. And you were holding each other until you two finally calmed down. You moved away first. You were hesitant to bring it up again, but you wanted to apologize:

- One more thing. Tomura, please, forgive me. I'm ashamed of my words about Sensei and your relationship with him. I know absolutely nothing about it. But I'll always support you, in any of your thoughts and actions i'm on your side.

- It's okay, I forgive you. Just try not to talk about him. Maybe you don't like Sensei, but he's very important to me. He gave me everything.

- Of course, - you felt a terrible weight on your heart. ''Maybe Sensei is really not bad. I'm just making it up'