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Kulture Ella Jones
"Mommy i tomeee. I tome wit chu." Bleu whined stretching her arms to me as Ariel, Iyani and I made our way towards the door
"Not today baby. Okay?" I pouted
She sat on the floor covering her eyes as she cried. I turned around to pick her up before hearing my moms voice. "Ella. Go head. It won't kill her."
I sighed nodding my head "I love you mom. Mommy Loves you Tink."
We made our way out to the car hopping in. "Where we even going?" I asked
"Uhh, I don't know honestly. I figured we could just have a girls night today. Maybe eat and do drink bowling or something. We can figure it out." Iyani shrugged "I just need to go pick up some money from Tah first."
About 20 minutes later we pulled up to a house. After about a minute or two Tahir ran outside, Nas came out as well but he stayed on the porch tapping away at his phone.
I zoned out not wanting to hear the details or Tahir and Iyani's mushy conversation.
"Sis. Nas want you." Tahir nodded towards him
Tahir and Nas have been friends since they were they were young. They grew up close since they are cousins. When me and Nas got together Tahir became like a brother to me as well. Me and Nas breaking up didn't change that.
I let out a breath before hopping out the car and making my way across the street to see what he wanted. As I walked over to him I watched his natural mug turn into a mean mug.
"Where yo shirt? And the rest of Yo pants at?" He pulled at my shirt strings
"Please don't start Nas."
"How im starting witchu and you outside naked? Chest all out and shit"
"I'm fully dressed and single in case you forgot. And we haven't spoke in days and the first thing you say is "Where yo clothes?" I mugged him
"Chill out. My bad." He sucked his teeth grabbing my waist and pulling me into him
"Nasi-"
"I just want a hug twin." He said lowly "You should Stay here wi-"
Before he could finish his Sentence Tahir ran back across the street just in time.
"They waiting on you sis." He said before running inside
Nasir lifted my face up sending a quick kiss to my lips and slipping some money into my purse before watching me go back across the street.
"So what happened cause Bitch why are you smiling so hard ?" Ariel tilted her head causing Yani to look over at me while she drove
"Wh-"
"Kultureee. Seriously. You folded THAT easy." Yani laughed
"You weak in the knees. Stand the FUCK UP."
"I can't. My knees wobbly. I got arthritis." I threw my head back
"Bitch spell Arthritis." Yani turned her head at me as she laughed
I waved her off as she continued to drive.
- - -
The Next morning
"Guess what Bleu?" I said as I fixed her breakfast
"I get cakes mama?"
"Yes, mommy's making you pancakes. But daddy coming to get you today."
Her face lit up as she screamed "DADA!?"
I laughed to myself and nodded as she jumped up and down filled with joy. Shortly after she ran into the living room continuing to watch vampirina.
A few tears streamed down my face. I hated this for my baby. As a baby she was used to her dad being around all the time. He came over almost every day to help me with her. She had both of us together and now it's always one parent or another. It's not what I wanted for her.
Seeing her get so happy about seeing him broke me down. What if he was to stop coming around one day? Then what?
I don't think he would. But just what if?
Just as I fixed her plate there was a knock on the door. I went and grabbed it stepping aside to let Nasir in.
"I got the morning started late. Let me give her her breakfast and then she'll be ready to go." I said quickly walking away so ge couldn't see my tears
He grabbed my arms and pulled me back towards him. "I'm good Nas." I attempted to pull away from him
"You always say that. You don't gotta lie to me twin, I know you. What's going on?" He asked in his deep raspy voice just as Bleu ran into the room
"Daddyyyy." She dragged as he picked her up
"Hey baby girl ." He said kissing her cheeks as she held on to him "Daddy missed you pretty"
He sat her in her high chair and cut up her food before looking over at me.
"Tell me Kulture." He said simply
"I told Bleu you were coming to get her and her reaction just made me sad. That's all, I always wanted her to have a family and not just two parents."
"We are a family K-"
"We're not Nas. Or at least I don't feel like it. We don't do stuff as a family anymore. Like she loves her mom and her daddy but it's never mommy and daddy it's always mommy or daddy. It's Too much for you to be seen with your quote on quote family when your with your bitches?" I blurted out
I hated cursing in front of my baby but it needed to be said.
He didn't say anything for a moment.
"When we broke up all of that stopped but you can't blame that on me. I spend most of my free time here with you and Bleu. What else do you want me to do? You just been keeping your distance so I've been keepin mine."
"Exactly Nas you be here, in the house. You think you can just keep her cooped up in the house all day?And I've been keeping my distance because I miss you Nas 4 years is a lot to get over. And Whatever this is we're doing isn't easy."
"You think it's easy for me? I still love you Twin. Your the mother of my child. That's not someone you just get over.We agreed when we broke up, we're working on ourselves to make our relationship stronger. Neither of us are perfect but you come before all them other hoes. I'd drop anything for you and you know it. I love you." He said
