Iyani Chanel Rodriguez
"I'm finna show niggas my daddy name is Rico." I said referring to my rude ass Pops
"You and Tahir still haven't talked?" Ariel asked popping her head back into the screen since we were on FaceTime
I shook my head no. I know exactly why, being that he's not one to argue. He'd rather talk it out and solve the problem right then so being that I walked off he wasn't gonna chase me and I'm damn sure not about to chase after him.
I love Tahir, I just don't like how he handled the situation. I get that that's his cousin, i even understand that I shouldnt have argued with Nasir and the bitch but when I told Tahir I wasn't staying there if they stayed I feel like that should've been the end of it.
Yes that's his place, but I'm his girlfriend and none of that should matter when it comes to me. I should get an opinion. He should bend for me as much as I bend for him and if I'm not comfortable with it he could've just told ole girl to go and I would've had no problem staying with him.
"How about Kulture. What's going on with you and her."
"Nothing. She blames herself for me and Tahir breaking up and I keep telling her it's no one's fault but his dumb ass."
"Wait you guys officially broke up?" She asked surprised
I shook my head "Well no. Not technically but we haven't spoken all week. He knows how I am and I didn't like how he went about the situation so either he grow some balls and call me or I'm jackin I'm single." I shrugged grabbing my bag
I spoke to Ariel for a while before getting myself ready to go out.
"Daddy, I'll be back later." I called out before heading out to my car and making my way to my nail appointment
I had a pretty strict routine when it came to my self care. My nails and feet were done every three weeks, I got a wax every four or five weeks, and being that Kulture does hair I got my hair done whenever I wanted.
I didn't want to sit in the shop all day so I decided on a basic white French tip on one hand and black French tips on the other.
"Thanks Sue. I love them." I smiled as i reached into my purse for my wallet
"No." She shook her head "Your boyfriend pay already." She smiled
"Did he?" I asked pouting "Awe."
I haven't paid for my nails since being with Tahir. He usually accompanies me to my appointment as well and I was wondering why Sue wasn't asking me where my boyfriend was. The few times I've came without him she'd always ask.
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Thank you Tahir.Tahir❤️🌎
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We still doing this childish shit?Me
I mean I miss you but I'm mad at you Tah..Tahir❤️🌎
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"I get that you mad yea but you know How I feel about arguing. Especially over something so small. We could've went upstairs and talked about it."
"But why? You totally dismissed my feelings so I didn't feel the need to talk."
"Iyani it wasn't your buisness or mine. It wasn't even yo fuckin fight to fight."
"Nigga if Nas is fighting you fighting too right? His beef is your beef? It's the same with me and Kulture and you know that. That's your God daughters mother. You should be more concerned than you are."
"Them rules don't apply when it's between our circle. We all family so we mind our business. Family don't fight family. I'm just trynna keep the peace between all of us for everyone's sake. Kulture chooses to stay around knowing what he be doing so I'm not getting in it."
"That doesn't mean you dismiss how I feel about it though. You made me feel like I was just a regular ass bitch and not your girl."
"I wasn't putting my cousin out fa nun Yani."
"I didn't tell you to put him out. I said her and he volunteered to go too so what's wrong with that?"
He shrugged "Like I said it wasn't our buisness. You picking up other people battles and trynna fight them. It's no reason for us to still be arguing bout this."
"Tahir you've never ever just thrown my feelings away like that and I'm telling you I didn't like It."
"Yani you really wanted me to tell my cousin to get out just cause you mad with him? That's gon be yo "brother" again as soon as Kulture start fuckin with him again."
"Fuck it. Whatever." I said deciding I was done with the conversation
"Chanel talking to you is like talking to fucking concrete. Grow the fuck up." He yelled getting frustrated
"Why are you yelling at me?" I crossed my arms
"Don't start that baby shit cause I'm not about to baby you right now. Since you wanna argue we can. I been calling and texting you all fucking week and I couldn't get a word from you. That's disrespectful as fuck. How the fuck you in love wimmie but you could go a week without speaking to me?"
"I'm not just about to sit here and you yelling at me." I said putting my shoes on
"Sit the fuck down." He said aggressively"This. Us. Me and you, we not going no where but all this stupid childish shit gotta go."
I sighed sitting on the bed and taking my shoes off. In his eyes it might've been childish but in my opinion he should've been on my team no matter what. I laid down on his bed curling up in my usual spot. He sighed laying behind me and wrapping his arms around me.
"You mine Iyani. Wether you felt like I brushed you off or not that's not what I meant. I love you, you mine and yo spot secured aiight?"
"I love you too." I said putting my hands overtop of his
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