Lauren's POV
I walk out, and see the crowd. I see all these beautiful faces, and how happy they seem, and I wish I wish I wasn't empty. I wish I didn't have this heartache. I see her face everywhere. She haunts me. I miss her, but I hate her. She broke me, again. I honestly don't understand why it hurts so much.. I barely even knew her, but she meant so much to me. I wanted her. She obviously didn't want me. I have to let her go.
I hear my fans cheering my name, but I just can't feel happy. I'm living my dream, but its not right. It hasn't been right. Its only right when she's with me, and she's not.
"Hey guys. How are you all doing?" I asked pretending to be happy. They just screamed.
"So, I'm going to change things up, and sing a song I wrote a few weeks ago." This song was about her. The crowd goes silent, and the lights dim. The music starts.
Empty house filled with memories haunting me
When I sleep in this bed
The impressions you left make it hard to forget
It's like you're a ghost
Now all my picture frames are facing down
Cause' I don't have the strength to throw them out.
I close my eyes, and see her face. Her sweet, beautiful face.
I am scarred
From my head down to my heart
Where you aimed and left your mark
It's all that I have to remind me you're gone
It keeps me from moving on
Her laugh. I can hear her beautiful laugh.
Raise your glass cheers to never looking back on this world we built together
All I'm left with are these open wounds that aren't getting better
Cause' it's hard to forget
This damn hole in my chest
And the mess that you left when you left me
Now these blankets and sheets are like chains around me
And this bed is now holding me hostage
Her smile. It lights up the world.
I am scarred
From my head down to my heart
Where you aimed and left your mark
It's all that I have to remind me you're gone
It keeps me from moving on
Her lips. They are so soft, and pink. I want them against mine.
If there's a will, there's a way
But I can't seem to find it
If I could then I would grab our tape and rewind it
And erase the mistakes
All the bends and the breaks
All the lies and smiles
You so easily faked
And accept all the facts that you're never coming back
And it's brought me to my knees
She's never coming back.
I am scarred
From my head down to my heart
Where you aimed and left your mark
It's all that I have to remind me you're gone
It keeps me from moving on
When the music stops, I look to my right, and see Camila smiling at me. She has been the only one there for me since Dinah left. She told me Dinah left because I didn't mean anything to her. Camila begged her to stay, but she wouldn't. Sometimes when Camila touches me, I get butterflies. I don't know why..
I finish my concert, and walk to my dressing room. I immediately grab my phone and turn music on. About five minutes later, I hear a knock at the door, and Camila and Ally walk in.
"Hi guys" I smile
"Hey" They both say in unison.
"We were gonna go grab food, do you wanna come?" Camila asks.
"No thanks, I think I may go to sleep." I said nicely
"You sure?" Ally asks
"Yeah guys, go ahead." I smiled lightly
"Okay." Ally says before walking out. That just leaves me and Camila. Shit. She smiles, and walks towards me. She pulls me into a hug.
"You did amazing tonight. You looked really hot babe." She whispered in a seductive voice. That sent shivers down my spine. She placed her lips about 1 centimeter away from mine, before kissing my cheek, winking, and walking out. I stand there in shock for about two minutes before I go to the bus. Why does she make me feel this way? I want Dinah. Not Camila, I think...
A\N: Camren.
