.seesaw. || yoonmin story

.six.

Jimin's POV

I couldn't believe how gentle Yoongi was. He kissed me slowly and lovingly.  He caressed my cheek, then hugged me and pushed his crotch against mine. We both moaned at the contact.
"Fuck...baby...", Yoongi whispered into the kiss. I started to rut on his dick because I was already so horny. I started slow and Yoongi joined me soon.
"Daddy... I'm so wet for you...", I said, putting my forehead on his. I looked deep into his eyes and bit my lip.
"I know. You're such a good baby, getting wet just for daddy." Yoongi praised me. It turned me on so much.
"Yes...just for you, daddy", I purred. Suddenly, I felt a strong discomfort.
"Mhhhh...daddy...need you to eat me out...been holding your babies inside of me the whole night..and now it's hurting bad. Daddy...please...eat me out.." I whispered into his ear. I could feel his cock twitch at my request.
"Holy fuck, Jiminie...would you actually let me?" his eyes widened. I smiled.
"Yeah. I would." I said, kissing his cheek. "Because I..I..", once again I couldn't get my words out. I got frustrated with myself. I furrowed my brows.
"What's wrong, baby?", Yoongi asked, worried.
"N-nothing...it's just..." I said, looking at him. He was so gentle. And so so handsome. I got sad.
"...Nevermind.", I said, looking away.
My eyes filled with tears.

Yoongi's POV

Jimin looked away from me. He looked like he was going to cry. I grabbed his chin gently.
"Jiminie...something is wrong. I can tell." I said softly.
"I want to help you. Let me help you...please...", I said.
I was so worried.
Jimin's eyes were filled with tears.
He rubbed his eyes as if embarrased and looked at me.
"I'm fine. Really. I just..remembered something sad. I'm okay." Jimin seemed nervous. I knew he was hiding something but I didn't want to pressure him.
"Okay then. Just...remember that you can tell me anything, yeah?", I looked at him.
Jimin gave me a sad smile.
"Yeah.", he replied.
I hugged him tightly. I wanted to protect him from whatever made him sad. But I didn't know what it was. Jimin seemed to calm down though.
"Let's go home. Would you mind...staying over?" Jimin asked shyly. He seemed excited.
"I wouldn't," I smiled and my hand traveled down to his butt, squeezing lightly, "if your ass is gonna be there too." I smirked.
Jimin gasped looking at me with a schocked angry expression, his mouth open. I knew he was just pretending though.
"Excuse you, sir? Attitude?", he said.
I laughed at that. He smiled.
Then he grabbed my hand. He seemed really intrigued by it, examining it like some extinct species.
"Your hands are so cool! And veiny, too...", he smiled 
I felt a spark of pride.
"Thanks. I was born with them." I said.
Jimin giggled, punching my chest lightly.
"You're unbelievable! Let's go." Jimin rolled his eyes.
I smiled and followed him back to our dorms.

The week went by fast and suddenly, we were back on tour again. We practiced hard every day to be in our best shape on stage.

The other members have noticed that me and Jimin were almost always together. Except for when I wanted to be alone on the toilet. That was my time, and I absolutely refused to share the same toilet seat with him cuz he had a fat ass. That's what I told him."Jimin, you have a fat ass.", is what I said. He got mad and pouted at me the entire day.
He's such a baby sometimes.

One time after our practice, I was exhausted after the whole day, as always. I went straight into my room, fell backwards onto my bed and fell into a deep sleep almost immedietly.
I woke up when it was still dark outside. I didnt even open my eyes, as I was tired.
Out of nowhere, I heard my door open. Small, soft footsteps were nearing my bed. I pretended to be asleep. The person crawled on my bed and seated themselves on my knees. I could feel two small hands sliding up my hips and stopping at the hem of my jeans.
They bent over, breathing into my ear.
"Hello, daddy.". Jimin whispered, "I've missed you." I could hear his smile. I didn't move a muscle though.
"Are you asleep? I hope you're dreaming about me.", he flirted as he unzipped my jeans. He tried to pull them down, struggling a bit, which almost made me smile, but I held my composure. Finally, he managed to pull down my jeans, carefully as if he didn't want to wake me up. I was now in my underwear. Jimins hand landed on the bulge in my underwear, massaging it lighly.
"I'm here to make you feel good...", he whispered. He became rather needy when it came to sex. I never judged him for it, instead I was impressed by how wild he would get. We haven't done anything since that one night a week ago, though. Not that I wouldn't want to, there was simply no time to sneak off. So, after a week, Jimin was quite honestly a ticking time bomb and I was just waiting for him to drag me into a closet or something.
And, there he was now. On top of me. Trying to get my pants off.
Jimin was starting to break down my walls slowly as he kept on rubbing my dick through the fabric. I felt a very familiar sensation in my crotch.
Fuck.
Jimin clearly noticed his achievement as well.
"Yoongi, you're already so hard. Isn't the underwear too tight?", Jimin teased. I didn't react.
He pulled down my underwear, too and my dick was finally free.
"Doesn't that feel much better?" Jimin smiled.
Not gonna lie. It did feel much better, although now I was in pain because of this brat.
Jimin started to rub my dick lightly with his hand, though it didn't last very long, as soon he bent down and licked a wet stripe on my dick in an agonizingly slow manner.
That was when I sort of lost this game. I let out a sigh, as I was just too sensitive. Jimin giggled like a child that won a child contest.
He licked another stripe, this time going even slower. I nearly moaned when he reached the head of my dick. His tongue was incredibly hot and wet and it was absolutely infuriating. Was he doing this as a revenge for when I teased him with my tongue? Such a brat.
Jimin started to plant little kisses all over my dick, which was honestly a strangely pleasurable sensation.
"Love your dick so much, daddy. I want to suck on it." Jimin's dirty mouth said softly.
And then, I lost completely. I could feel something warm and wet swallowing my lenght. A soft moan slipped out of my mouth. Jimin had clearly decided to take things to another level.
I was struggling to keep myself together as Jimin was swallowing me deeper. I could hear him choke, but he didn't stop. I could feel him going lower and lower. I wanted to break my character and tell him to stop, a part of me was worried that he would actually choke and hurt himself or something, cuz he's stubborn as hell and as I knew, he won't stop no matter what. But my plan was shattered when he started to suck on my lenght, hollowing out his cheeks. I moaned. He nearly made me cum right then and there, as I wasn't expecting it. Fucking hell. I really didn't have any selfcontrol left. Jimin was fucking testing me. He started to move up and down my dick, speeding up his pace quite fast. If all of this was a wet dream, then, damn, it was a vivid one. I could feel my cock twitch violently, as I was nearing my orgasm. I couldn't pretend to be asleep anymore.
"Fuck...Jimin...", I whispered. I opened my eyes and looked at him. I almost lost it again. Jimin was looking at me, his gaze was lustfull, his eyes puffy, his lips looked red and swollen and spit was covering them as he sucked on me. I closed my eyes again and let out a growl when he reached the head of my dick and circled his tongue around it like a fucking vulture.

Then, he swallowed me again and I could feel his hot tungue wrapping itself around me. To my absolute shock, he swallowed me whole. I could feel my tip hitting the back of his throat.
"Ji...Jiminie...don't-ahh...", I gasped when he once again hollowed out his cheeks, moving up and down in a rhythmic, slow pace. I put my hands into his hair, caressing him.
I looked at him. His eyes were rimmed with tears. He was clearly pushing himself far beyond his limits. Because of me.
"Jiminie, don't do this if it's painful...I...fuck...I don't want you to hurt yourself...", I said in between ragged breaths.
He didn't stop though. He only made his movements faster. I threw my head back in pleasure. I felt a tight heat forming in my crotch. My hands were roaming through his hair, tugging at it lightly.
"Mmmm...", Jimin sighed as he tightened his lips around me. The vibration from his voice went through my cock like an electric shock.
"Shit, Jimin...I'm almost there...keep going, baby.", I whispered, eyes closed. My cock started to twitch as I was getting closer. Jimin's mouth was so warm and slick. I bucked my hips up, needing more. I heard Jimin choke up and immedietly I regretted my actions. My eyes shot open and I checked up on Jimin.
"Jiminie, I'm so sor-", words got stuck in my throat when I saw him. His hair was all messy, his cheeks were flushed, and his lips looked shiny and red. Saliva was dripping from his mouth. He looked at me, eyes tired and filled with pain and tears, but there was also lust in them. He stared at me, as he made his pace even faster, one hand wrapped around my dick as he sucked on it. My head started to spin, I felt a wave of orgasmic aches threatening to spread through my entire body. The tight knot in my lower abdomen was about to explode at any minute.
"FUCKFUCKFUCK, BABY I'M GONNA CUM SO HARD, PLEASE DONT STOP, BABY YOU'RE SO GOOD", I cried out, my pupils rolling into the back of my head, my hips snapping up instinctively. It only took a few more thrusts and I was on the edge.
"FUCKING SHIT, JIMINIE, I CAN'T HOLD IT ANY LONGER, I NEED TO - OH FUCK. FUCK. HOLY SHIT", I cried out, releasing my load inside Jimin's throat. He choked up again when I snapped my hips up without realizing. My cock was throbbing and aching as I was going through a mind numbing orgasm, hitched breaths coming from my mouth. It took me a whole minute to come back to my senses. And when I did, I opened my eyes, heavy breaths coming from my mouth. I looked at the younger one between my legs. He was sitting there, cum dripping down his chin, eyes sparkling with tears, his hair all messed up and he looked at me with a fucked out expression, licking my head teasingly to clean it from the remaining cum.
"Holy fuck...Jiminie...you are such a good baby...thank you...", I whispered, caressing his head. He only smiled in response.
"Come here, baby." I said, and waited for Jimin to lay on top of me. He wrapped himself around me. I grabbed his chin gently and pulled him into a deep kiss. He opened his mouth, letting my tongue slip past his lips. We kissed passionatelly.
"You glad I came over?", Jimin smiled into the kiss.
"Very.", I responded and deepened the kiss.
I was scared to admit this but honestly, Jimin was no longer just someone I liked and cared about. He was someone I needed in my life. I was never good at expressing my emotions, but Jimin seemed to always understand me, no matter how weird my words sounded once they left my mouth. I was beginning to feel strong affection towards him, and he was on my mind almost always.
I knew I shouldn't feel this way. I knew it was wrong. I knew it was dangerous but I didn't know if I would be able to end it. Jimin seemed to become more fond of me as well. And how could I break someone so selfless and sweet? I couldn't...

I couldn't.

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Hello guys! This chapter has a bit more spice in it. We're going to be focusing on the story in the next chapter, so don't worry.
Ofc I don't want to overdo it with the smut, but as this old saying goes:
"A bit of smut is good for the gut!"...or something like that...

ANYWAY. Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!

-kathris