Songs and poems of hard times

SUICIDE by Rihanna

Everywhere is still 

everything is restless in my heart 

i hate the way this feels 

suddenly i'm scared to be apart 

the days are dark when you're not around 

the air is getting hard to breathe 

i wish that you would just put me down 

i wish that i could go to sleep 

loving you is suicide 

i don't know should go or should i stay 

i'm tryna to keep myself alive 

knowing there's a chance it's all too late

but i heard you say you love me 

that's the part i can't forget 

and i wish that you come save me 

cos i'm standing over the edge 

i should let you go 

tell myself the things i need to hear 

but my brain is why you're wrong 

that's why i'm loving you when you're not here 

feels like i drown in your every word 

and every breath that's in between 

somehow you got me where it really hurts 

it's killing every part of me 

loving you is suicide 

I don't know should go or should I stay 

I'm tryna to keep myself alive 

knowing there's a chance it's all too late

but i heard you say you love me 

that's the part i can't forget 

and i wish that you come save me 

boy cos i'm standing over the edge 

loving you is suicide 

and my world's about to break 

and i... had as much as i can take 

and love is a long way down 

loving you is suicide 

and it's getting harder everyday 

i'm tryna to keep myself alive 

knowing there's a chance it's all too late

and i'm way past every moment 

but i'm still determined to fight 

and i know it's taking all my strength 

to give emotions alive 

loving you is suicide