Toni: Ok. Can we have a serious conversation right now?
Janet: About what?"
Toni: Do you have the time right now? Are you too tired at nine in the morning? Do you have an appointment somewhere?
She sat on our bed and said,
Janet: You want to talk? Go ahead.
Toni: Ok. Over a year ago I told you that if you were interested in having someone be the lover who could fill your pussy with something besides my tongue and fingers, all I asked was that you be discreet. Now your behavior has changed towards me and you won't talk. That's not discreet! You might as well wear a sign, "I'm screwing someone else!" Ok. I got the message. You don't care that I know. I've been as good a husband as I know how to be. You want a divorce?"
Janet: No! I love you. I'm not seeing anyone. I just don't want to feel used anymore. The thought of you just not even looking at me when we have sex makes me mad. Don't take it personally."
Toni: So, does that mean that until you hit puberty again we won't ever have sex again?"
Janet: I won't have puberty again."
Toni: I'll take that as a yes."
She nodded.
Toni: So, if I physically overpowered you, tossed you on the bed, and ate your pussy you couldn't enjoy it? It would make you throw up?"
Janet: I just don't want to! If you did that it might feel good, I just don't want to! Maybe look at me once in a while
Toni: Ok. God, I'm glad we had this conversation. I don't want a divorce. However, things are about to change. I've been in a housewife for almost two years. I do the marketing, most of the cooking, the laundry, and stuff. I now get three nights a week off. If I pick they'll be Thursday, Friday, and Saturday nights, but if you want to negotiate that can be worked out.
Janet: Those nights you don't cook? And I have work too.
Toni: No. Those nights don't count on me sleeping here. The rest of the time our relationship will be just as it has been for weeks. I won't touch you, kiss you or attempt to eat your pussy or pat your ass. I'll still make dinner twice a week unless you ask for more. I'll do the laundry, the marketing, and most of the housework.
Janet: Where will you go?
Toni: Do you really want to know?"
Tears ran down her cheeks. Her eyes locked on mine and she slowly nodded.
Toni: I'll find someone who loves being eaten for hours and gushing her juices all over my face. I'll find someone who likes my fingers inside her and loves orgasms. I'll suck on her tits and eat her until we both fall asleep exhausted. The rest of the week I'm yours, just the way you like it.
Janet: I don't like that. I don't want that."
Toni: You want just what you've had for weeks. You want me to do without something I love doing. What do you give up?"
Janet: I gave up being fucked by you over two years ago! And, to quote you "It'll be Ok. We can still do other fun things if you still want to. I want to. You slammed the door on that. It isn't Ok. It bothers me every day that you don't touch me the way you use to. Now, even that's gone! I can't get that here, from the woman I love and who says she loves me. Maybe I won't be able to find a woman who loves orgasms as much as you used to. Maybe I won't find anyone at all who will let me love them the way my body will allow. Maybe I am no longer a woman. Those are a lot of maybe's, I'm going to find out which ones are true!
Toni: Are you saying you weren't with someone last night?
Janet: No I wasn't I was at my sister's house crying again because you won't touch me. You make me feel like I'm disgusting and then have the nerve to think someone is cheating on you.
Janet scoffed and got her bag out of the closet throwing clothes in there. Toni was watching closely because she didn't believe Janet was leaving her. Janet was all in the bathroom grabbing her stuff and a few more clothes.
Janet: I'll come back tomorrow for the rest of my things.
Toni: No you can't leave this is just an argument. We will get through this.
Janet: No we won't. Toni, we have been having this argument ever since we got married. And that resulted in us not having sex or even touching each other. We both know that love has gone away. I'll go stay at my sister's house until I find a place.
Toni: No stay here I'll go or we can work this out.
Janet: Toni for the past 2 years you have been telling me this is your house and you can kick me out any time because you were here longer than me. Over the years I thought about it and you were right it is your house it isn't mine. I mean it took you until last month to finally put up a picture of us let alone me. When we were first together you wouldn't tell people we were together you still don't and we're married. When you fuck me every night you don't even look at me. You look at everything but me. We have to realize that we are not the same as we were in high school. We had much love for each other but that's passed us.
Toni: What are you saying?"
Janet took off her ring putting it in Toni's hand kissing her lips one more time. Toni hugged Janet and Janet had to pry Toni off of her.
Janet: I'm saying is when you are comfortable loving who you love and stop trying to find an excuse just so we can break up then we can be together but as for now I think we need time for ourselves until we both know who we are.
Just like Janet walked away from Toni's life. It wasn't until 6 years later that they ran into each other at the store. They started slowly until they were back in a relationship. Toni did some soul searching and Janet found happiness. Now, it was time for them to find it in each other. Will they make it again for the second round only time will tell?
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