Two days since burying my wife. Ugh this shit is hurting me more and more. Han-Suk has been with his grandmother since last night for me to get some rest. That's what she says. I guess I do need to sleep. I've only gotten one hour of sleep in the last 9 days.
I walk through our house. Looking at everything, leaving it exactly how she left it. Her tooth brush is still there. Her favorite oils and soaps go untouched, her clothes are still hung up in the closet and folded in the dresser. Her last pair of underwear she wore are still on the bathroom floor by the clothes basket along with a few bras. "Mmmm it still smell like her in here. Fuck bunny." I groan while taking in the scent of her.
Leaving out of the bathroom I go down the hall to her vanity room/walk in closet. Bunny just had to have it, and I gave her whatever it is that she wanted. My spoiled bunny. "Mmm I miss bending you over right here...hehe...on this very ottoman." I reminisced my cock hardened at the thought. Sighing I shake off the stiffy and continue to walk through the home. I walk down the stairway and I hear my pin code being punched in. I stop and wait to see who it is. "Ahh shibal! It's cold as fuck out!" I heard Seokjin say.
"Fuck Namjoon didn't even shovel his snow!" He continues to complain. "Give him a break Jin for fuck sakes. He just lost his wife." I heard his fiancée Shownu say. "Yeah give me a fucking break. If the snow on my property bothers you so much just lie down and let me use your mouth as a shovel since you love having white shit in it!" I shout.
"Gladly, but I'm already stuffed and full of white stuff." He says patting his belly. I roll my eyes and walk past him. "What's up Shownu?" I speak to the older male. He nods a hello and follows me into the kitchen. "Have you even been eating Namjoon?" Jin asks still nagging me. "Mm I had toast this morning and a glass of scotch." He looks at me with wide eyes. "You are out of your damn mind. Aigoo!! I see I have to do EVERYTHING still."
"Mmmm you don't have to do anything you just choose to." I say under my breathe. Jin goes through all my pots and pan and I don't mind because I know he will be the only person that handles them with care, just like Luna did. "How about you boys go watch the game. I'll cook dinner. Also call every one else over too! It's been a while since we've all came together on happy terms." I roll my eyes.
"Yes mom." I say and I texted everyone in a group chat.
I deeply sigh putting my phone away. My stomach roars. "I guess you do need to eat huh?" Shownu says while still looking at the television. I hit his arm before getting up. "Shut up." I walk off to go lie in my bed. It's now morning time so there's no moon right now. I grab Luna's pillow with her shirt on it.
I engulf the scent and tears run down my face. I didn't realize I fell asleep until I feel someone running their fingers in my hair. "Mmm my sweet husband. You need to eat more and rest more." I hear the voice of an angel. The voice soothes me. I moan and groan until I hear another voice. "YAH! Namjoon! The food is almost ready get yourself together, you have guests." That annoying ass voice was Jin's.
"Ughhhh fuck!" I crawl out of the bed and into the bathroom. I wash my face and brush my teeth again and fix my hair up a bit. I check myself out to make sure I'm presentable. I stomp down the stares and head into the living room since that's where all the noise was. Soon as I step foot inside pairs of octopus arms surround me. "How are you brother?" "How are you feeling?" "Did you sleep well?" They all hugged and hammer me with questions.
"Mm I'm well guys...seriously. I'll get even better with time. I promise." They all nod their heads I feel something soft wrap around my body. Jimin's tail. "Hyung come cuddle with me?" He asks and I look at Yoongi for permission. He blinks and nods once but slowly. I sit on the couch and the cat snuggles closely to me purring and I lay my head back closing my eyes. "Alright boys let's eat." Jin calls and the warmth from the others body is no more.
Everyone make it to the dining hall where Jin's masterpieces sit.
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We all sit down as Jin and Yoongi starts cutting and BBQ the steaks and pork. I'll admit I'm hungry just some smelling the side dishes. I miss being around my bros. My family. All I needed was my wife and kid. It would be perfect. Speaking of my son his grandmother calls and says she needs to drop him off early. Which I'm fine with. I honestly prefer it.
40 minutes later the door bell rings and I excuse myself to answer it. I open the door. "Anita you're right one time." I say "I know I'm sorry I had to handle something before being Hanie. I'll be back later to get him." She starts to say. "No need I'll keep him, if I need you I'll call to see if you're available okay? Thank you Anita." I say kissing her cheeks goodbye closing the door.
"Look who's here!" I call out. "HAN-SUKIE!!!" They all scream and I sit his car seat down and take him out of it. He was still asleep and in the mood. Judging by the look on his frowned tanned face. His mood scream "leave me alone, I'm tired." "He's still sleeping guys quiet." I heard Jimin say. "May I?" He asks and I hand him my son with no problem. He holds the small baby on his plumped belly smiling as he eats his food still. "Eat Namjoon, Jimin grabbed him so you can eat in peace." Yoongi said. I nod and dig in.
