Fast forward
Bea
Almost 4 years had passed and I can say na marami na ang nagbago. Gaya ng pamumuhay ko
I am living in my house now together with Jana and our daughter
I'm happy with them, but even if how much I try to be complete I know that there is still a missing piece of me
Paulit ulit kong sinasabi at nararamdaman na hindi talaga ako buo, may kulang talaga. Kahit pa may pamilya na ako
"Babe have you ate you dinner? Bakit hindi ka pa bumababa?" Jana
"Babe I'm sorry pero wala akong gana"
"Are you sick?" Jana at chineck ang temperature ko "it's normal naman?" Jana
"Babe....."
"Hmmm?" Jana
"Please sign the petition for our annulment, I'm begging you"
Yun nalang kasi ang pinaka mabilis at madaling paraan para matapos na kami
Wala akong magawa kasi hindi qualified yung reason ko kung bakit gusto ko ng annulment. Nagpabalik balik na rin ako sa California para lang maayos ito pero mahirap talaga
"Forgive me babe pero ayoko, I'm sorry. Akala ko buo na tayo? We're good na diba?" Jana
"Please let me be free, binigay ko na ang gusto mo"
"Is it still Jhoana?" Jana
"My love for Jhoana never died, she still owns my heart"
"Maayos na tayo Bea bakit mo pa kasi siya mahal?" Jana
"I just let Ashley feel to have a family and that's what I did. I treated you right because you're the mother of my daughter, but Jana I didn't develop any love for you"
Lumabas nalang si Jana mula dito sa kwarto ko
Well nakatira kami sa iisang bahay pero iba iba kami ng room
Lahat ng kabutihan at pagiging sweet ko kay Jana ay dahil sa anak ko. Masaya kasi siya pag nakikita niya kami ng mommy niya na masaya
Bumaba na ako at nakita ko si Jana na mag isang naka upo sa dining. Tapos na silang kumain at naayos na rin ang mga dishes
"Babe uuwi lang ako sa bahay"
"Bakit? May balak ka ng iwan kami ng anak mo?" Jana
"No I won't leave my daughter, p-"
"Did you even care for me Bea? Iniisip mo ba ang nararamdaman ko? You gave me hope na maaayos pa natin to pero wala parin. Puro Jhoana, you know what that girl is a bitch! She ruined our family" Jana
"Stop! Don't ever say anything wrong to Jhoana you don't know her! Watch your words when it comes to Jho, I'm warning you"
"She ruined everything about us Bei" Jana cries
"I love her so much, even when we're apart she's still all I'm thinking of. Hoping that one day we will be happy again" sabi ko at umalis na
Elmer (Bea's father)
"Anak hanggang ngayon umaasa ka parin ba?"
"Sobra dad. Mahal na mahal ko si Jho, I thought I can be happy without her that's why I tried to fix my family but dad I wasn't complete at all. There's a missing piece dad" Bea
"Sigurado ka ba kay Jho na ikaw pa rin?"
"I don't know dad. If she got a family now or something, that would be the ending of my life" nanghihinang sabi ni Bea
"Sana lang ikaw pa rin ang mahal ni Jho kapag babalik man siya"
"Dad I'm living with a family now but not with Jho. Time changes so fast, Jho and I planned about this living but we didn't make it happen" Bea
"Sinisisi mo ba ang pamilya mo ngayon?"
"This is wrong but sometimes I do. If they hadn't come, Jho and I would not have been separated......but I immediately feel guilty for thinking of it, because having Ashley in my life is the best thing I have" Bea
"Paano kung di mo maayos yung annulment anak?"
"If I have to pay tons of money I will do it, I will offer everything I have just to make the annulment happen dad" Bea
"Alam mo minsan napapaisip ako, paano kung ayusin mo na lang ang pamilya mo anak? We are not sure about Jho if she still loves you, it's been a long time since your last meeting with her and you're still hoping na ikaw pa rin?"
"Dad I promised to Jho na siya lang ang mamahalin ko at nagkatotoo dad, because until now siya pa rin talaga" Bea
"Basta nandito kami lagi para sa'yo ha? Hindi ka namin iiwan, kami ng mommy mo pati ang kuya mo"
"Thanks dad, I love you" Bea
"I love you too anak"
