Bea
"I hate y...you! I should have j...just s...stayed to d...daddy" Nolan cries
"Your daddy is busy with her friend and you cannot disturb them" Jho at napataas ang boses nito
"But I want to stay with daddy!" Nolan shouts back
Jho hits Nolan, at doon na ako mas lumapit sa kanila
"Jho tama na" pag-aawat ko kay Jho
Nolan continues from crying kasi pinapalo parin ito ni Jho sa butt niya
*waaahhhh* Nolan cries "Ouchh m...momma"
"Love please tama na, nasasaktan na ang anak natin" sabi ko at hinawakan ang isang kamay ni Jho na ginagamit niyang pamalo kay Nolan
"Wag kang makialam! Dinidisiplina ko ang anak ko!" Jho
"Please love, look at him"
Jho looks at Nolan
Nolan looks so scared to Jho, tapos hawak hawak niya yung butt niya kung saan siya pinalo ni Jho
I carried Nolan
"Love kalma ka na ha? Drink some water, kakausapin ko lang si Nolan" sabi ko at pumasok kami ni Nolan sa room niya
Nandito na kami sa loob pero ayaw bumaba ni Nolan sa bisig ko at naka hug lang ito sa'kin habang umiiyak
"Daddy, m...momma is so h...harsh to me.....I was h...hurt when she h...hit me multiple t...times" Nolan sobs
Umupo ako sa side ng bed niya pero buhat buhat ko parin ito
"Anak I heard your conversation with your momma. You disrespected her...."
"But s...she said earlier t...that y...your friend is way m...more important t...than us" Nolan
"She was mistaken anak, because you two mean more than anything in this world to me and you matter in every single way"
Nolan's still crying
"I didn't like what you did to your momma earlier, your behavior was not moral. Never do that again ok? Or else daddy will get mad at you" dagdag ko
"Ok d...daddy I'm s...sorry" Nolan
"Tell it to momma not me"
After nun ay nakatulog na si Nolan, kaya hinanap ko na si Jho kung saan siya ngayon
I found her at the pool area
Nakatayo siya at nakatalikod mula sa'kin. I hear her crying
"Love"
"Bakit kapa nandito?" Jho at nagpunas ito ng luha bago humarap sa'kin
"Love ano ba kasi ang problema natin?"
"Sa tingin mo hindi ko alam? Na wala akong alam sa pakikipag kita mo sa kaibigan mo? Pinag muka mo akong tanga sa mga kasinungalingan mo Bea!" Jho
"Yung kanina love w-"
"Hindi lang yun!" Jho
Kinuha niya yung phone niya at binigay sa'kin na parang isasaksak na sa baga ko. I looked at the photo *picture of me and Caitlin hugging*
"Sabi mo mag-isa ka, kaya pala ayaw mo akong sumama" Jho
"Love no, hindi yun sa ganun"
"Then how are you gonna explain it Bea?!" Jho
"S-sinamahan ko lang siya and Deanna was there also"
Jho
"S-sinamahan ko lang siya and Deanna was there also" Bea
"Stop using Deanna as an excuse! Enough with your excuses Bea! Baka nga sinasabi mo lang yan para hindi ako maghinala"
Napapansin ko na parang nag-iba ang mga galawan ni Bea. I have a feeling that she's hiding something, and I'm thinking that Caitlin could be involved, siya kasi ang laging kasama ni Bea
"Hinala? Love hindi mo kailangang maghinala. Caitlin is just a friend, wala kaming ginagawang masama"
"Talaga, wala? You just lied to me! You lied to be with her. Ano para mag hangout?!"
"We're not hanging out love, nag-usap lang kami as friends" Bea
"Bullshit Bea! Punong puno na ako sa'yo, I know everything already. Akala mo rin siguro kanina nakauwi na kami kaya you thought you're free to go anywhere? Pero hindi, malas mo nalang kasi nandun kami ng anak ko at nakita namin kayo"
"No that's not true......please...." Bea
"Bea I'm tired trying to understand you.......... I don't know you anymore, hindi ka naman ganyan dati"
"No, if I did change I should've not loving you still" Bea
"You did, hindi mo lang alam......sana-" sabi ko pero hindi ko matuloy ang gusto kong sabihin
"May gusto kang sabihin Jho, ano yun...." Bea
"I regret coming back to you.......sana hindi nalang kami bumalik dito....."
"A-ayaw mo na ba?" Bea bows her head at nanghihina niya itong sabi
"Pagod na ako....."
Deanna
Bea's crying hard
"Bei tama na please, may sakit ka. Hindi ito makakabuti sa'yo"
"Jho regrets from c...coming back t...to me" Bea's looking far
Dinala ko kasi siya dito sa rooftop ng condo ko
"Ano? Sinabi niya yun?"
Bea nodded as her tears continuously fall
"Mahal ka niya Bei, baka nasabi niya lang yun dahil sa galit. Kaya you better tell her about your condition now"
"Mas l...lalo siyang masasaktan if I t...tell her my s...sickness" Bea
"Anong gagawin mo? You will lie to her, everyday"
"I w...will leave h...her to Abraham. Hindi ko n...na ipipilit yung kami, I'm g...gonna die any time soon anyway. So w...when she's w...with Abraham, she w...will not hear any l...lies and excuses anymore. Kaya I'll just d...die without h...her knowing ............para h...hindi na s...siya masaktan ulit" Bea
"Bei you will live long ok? Kung takot kang masaktan si Jho pag nalaman niyang may sakit ka, pwes matakot kang mawalan ng ama si Nolan. Think about your son...."
Bea shooks her head
"Jhoana is a g...good mother, I know she can raise Nolan well w...without me" Bea
"What happened to your belief na gagaling ka pa?"
"There is no longer a cause for me to live, if I cannot give what she needs. Jhoana needs a partner who's true, affectionate, open, and someone who can give her a lifetime. For I know in myself that it is not me" Bea
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A/N: Hey guys, it's been a while! :)
