You: Y/N
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You got out from the bathroom room and got dressed. You wore a simple white t-shirt, a pair of skinny jeans and a red converse. You fetched your pouch with your phone, a hanky and your wallet in it.
You called a cab and gave him the address of the hospital. You payed the driver and made your way inside the hospital. You knocked onto a room's door before opening it. You smiled when you saw him watching TV. He smiled back at you.
"Hey babe." He greeted you, you went to him and peck his cheeks.
"How are you feeling?" You asked cheekily.
"Better. Now that you're here." He smiled but you can see the sadness in his eyes. You sat beside him and place your elbow on his hospital bed and your chin landed on your palms.
"Namjoon, what's wrong?" You asked him and you tilt your head waiting for his answer. He turned off the TV and looked at you. He sighed.
"I-I'm....I'm...."He started but his hesitating to continue.
"You're what?" You held his hands and gave it a squeeze encouraging him to continue.
"I'm leaving..." He mumbled. Your face drop but you don't want Namjoon to worry. You lifted your head up and faked smile.
"Where...where are you going?" You tried acting cheerful like you always do.
"I'm going to LA. They said, they can cure me there, they have the equipment that I needed. They can cure my brain cancer." Namjoon muttered under his breath.
"Great! You'll be cancer-free there! And you'll live longer!" You chuckled even thought you wanted to cry.
"Babe...It might take years. And It means we won't see each other, you'll be away from me." Namjoon sat up and you helped him.
"What are you saying? I'm already a big girl! I can manage, I can take care of myself. I'll be ok." You assured him, smiling from ear to ear. But it's again a fake smile.
"I'll miss you (Y/N)..." He said while a tear escape his eye.
"Ohh...I'll miss you too." You cried and hugged him. You can't take it anymore, you broke down infront of Namjoon. You're tears can't be controlled.
"Yah! Stop crying. I'll comeback for you and we'll get married. We will create the family you always dreamt of." He cooed while rubbing your back.
"I love you" You whispered.
"I love you more." He answered with a shaky voice.
"I'll comeback for you, I promise."
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*1 year later*
You woke up, the sunlight from your window was blinding you. You ruffled your hair before sitting up. You rubbed your eyes and took your journal. You always write in it, since you had no communication with Namjoon, all the things you want to say and share to him.
Goodmorning baby. It's saturday here. It's my free day! It's our anniversary! Yehey! Hahaha. Remember when It's our 2nd anniversary, I visited you and we had a movie marathon in your hospital room? And you teased me for being so sleepy. Gosh, I hate you about that! But you found a way to make me laugh when I started to whine. I miss you Jagi... I'm waiting for you. I love you. Happy 3rd anniversary.
