You: Y/N
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"Yah, Jagiyaaa. Stop crying please?" Hoseok pleaded as you wipe your tears. You tried to stop sobbing but only to make you sob even more. Your tears were unstoppable, your heart is aching.
Your pet dog, Shimi died. He was your best friend since you were a kid. Shimi dying felt like half of you died too.
Your parents died too long ago. Your dad died because of cancer while your mom died while giving birth to you. You treat yourself like a curse to the people around you. Now Shimi died, you felt like a burden even to animals. Shimi was the only one left you have, he's been there for you for all these years, but now he's gone.
All that is left to you is Hoseok.
You're scared that one day, Hoseok might leave you too. He's the only person you let in your life after your adopted parents died too. They died just a year ago because of a car accident.
See? Everyone around you is dying. Your whole existence was a curse. You felt like a murder because everyone who gets near you, dies.
No one dare to talk to you in school, when they learned about your story. Only Hoseok.
You put up a wall that would prevent everyone from entering your life, you are sick of mourning.
But Hoseok put a hole in that wall. He entered your hopeless world. He brought a light to lift the darkness that has been inside of you since you were born. He made you smile like you had never did since you first opened your eyes. He made you feel the word 'Happiness'. Because of him, you learned how to love and be loved.
You placed a white rose on Shimi's tombstone as you wipe your tears.
"Jagiya, are you crying again?" Hoseok asked while approaching you from the back.
"A-ani." You lied while drying your tears as quickly as you can.
"Yah. Since when did you learned to lie?" Hoseok said sternly.
"Mianhae. I-I j-just miss him already." You whispered just enough for Hoseok to hear. You gasped a bit when hands snaked around your waist hugging you tight. A chin landed on your shoulders. You placed your hands on Hoseok's as you bawled harder.
"Promise me this is the last time that I'll see you cry." Hoseok whispered on your ears. Hoseok tilted his head and showered your neck with kisses as you nod.
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You sat up,shocked,when you suddenly heard Hoseok screaming 'Wake up' breaking your ear drums. You closed your eyes and layed again when you heard him shut up.
"Come on, Jagiya. Wake up!" He said even louder shaking you gently.
"It's not even 8 in the morning yet." You said as you bury your face in your pillow.
"Come on, let's go." He whined while stomping his feet like a kid.
"Go where?" You sat up again, confused.
"I've packed our things already and made breakfast. All you have to do is get your butt out of the bed, eat, take a shower, then we're leaving." He explained like a father. Just a minute ago he was acting like a kid now he sounds like a father.
"Seriously, Where are we going?" You asked as you crossed your arms.
"You'll see." He winked. You rolled your eyes and headed down stairs for breakfast.
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"Yah, Jagiya. We're here." Hoseok whispered on your ears softly.
You rubbed your eyes and slowly opened it. You fell asleep while travelling with Hoseok.
