You: Y/N
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You sat on the floor and your back on the wall. You hugged your knees and buried your face as you cry your eyes out. You can't believe what you just saw. You loved him, you gave him everything. But still he managed to betray you. He was the only one you have left. He fixed you for what? To break you again? When your parents left you, you're life lost it's direction. But when he came in he fixed it all. But now he's ruining it. You don't want to go back to your old self, not anymore. You can't bare to see his face again, if you do it will only remind you of what he did. It will just destroy you.
You ran upstairs and packed all of your things and left the house you and Namjoon shared. You booked a plane ticket to New York and you swear that you'll never come back again.
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Meanwhile...
Namjoon got home, tired. He opened the door expecting that you'll greet him but only silence and cold breeze welcomed him. He dropped his bag on the couch and proceeded to the room you both shared. It was dark. He turned on the lights and his eyes widened. The room was a mess and all of your stuffs were gone. All that is left is Namjoon's stuffs and all of the gifts he gave to you for the past 5 years of your relationship with him.
He fell on his knees as teas flooded his eyes.
"No...no...She didn't see it. It can't be---" Namjoon mumbled as he threw the lampshade near him somewhere in the room. Namjoon screamed and cried. He regret it, he wanted to explain but he doesn't know where you are. Knowing you, you would never come back. Namjoon was out of control he broke all the things in his sight. His hand were bleeding but he can't stop himself. He was so angry at his self. He betrayed you. There's no way you'll forgive him, he knows it.
Namjoon grabbed a photo frame he was about to throw it at the other side of the room but he stopped when he saw your face smiling at him. It was a picture of you and him, in the park. You're hands were wrapped at each other. It was you and Namjoon's first anniversary that day. Namjoon sat on the floor and hugged the photo.
He loves you so much. He regrets everything. He wanted to see you to explain. But it's too late, you're gone and there's no way you are coming back.
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*4 years later*
You opened a very successful business in New York. You became so famous and many people admire you. You were happy of what you became. You were just a nothing before, now you're a something that many people treasures. You were receiving a lot of good comments, people loved you because even though your so damn rich, you never failed to help people. But despite of being loved and appreciated by many, you still sometimes feel empty. Like there's a hole.
"Miss (Y/N)?" Your assistant called from your office door.
You smiled at her and nodded signaling her to come in, and she did.
"We will have a business trip in Korea tomorrow, are you already aware of it?" She said. You froze. You promised yourself that you'll never ever step your foot on that place again.
"But...Can't you just go for me?" You asked your assistant.
"But one of our biggest share holder wants to see you ma'am. You have to go, because he badly want to negotiate with you personally." She explained. You sighed.
"Okay, I...I'll g-go." You hesitantly agreed.
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You got off the plane. As you laid your foot on the airport, many memories came back. Tears suddenly flooded your eyes but you held it in. You wore your glasses as endless camera flashes started.
You got in the car, as you breathe out and fanned yourself. There were so many reporters, you even barely got out of the airport.
As you were on your way to the hotel you are going to stay in. You passed through very familiar places. More memories came in your mind. Tears flooded your eyes once again and this time you can't held it in anymore. It fell out of your eyes. All the happiness, sadness, laughs, cries, love and pain came back.
YOU MISS HIM.
But it just hurt so much even though years had passed already.
"Stop the car." You bluntly said.
"Why ma'am, is there something wrong? Are you okay?" Your assistant asked worriedly. You wiped your tears and went out the car without saying any word. Your assistant followed you but you told her to get back in the car and wait for you.
You stared at the house you and Namjoon once shared. You remembered it all, since the first day you moved in until the day you left. You got nearer, you raised your fist to knock. You shouldn't be doing this, you already promised that you'll never see him again. But something inside you kept on telling you to do it. So you did. You knocked on the door three times.
No one answered.
You tried again. You knocked harder.
"Who is it!!!" A very familiar voice shouted. It's him. His voice was rough and loud but yet it sound so weak.
You were about to knock again when the door burst open.
"(Y/N)..." He said almost a whisper.
Before you knew it you were locked in his arms. He was so weak, his hug doesn't felt like before, where his arms were strong.
"I'm sorry...I regret everything. Let me explain please..." He hugged you tighter and buried his face on the crook of your neck.
"Your sorry and explanation won't change the fact that you bedded someone Namjoon." You said coldly. You want to hug him back, you really do but you can't. You can't give in so easily.
"Just hear me out please..." Namjoon pleaded. He let go of you and his face were stained with tears. His eyes were so red from crying.
"That night. I had no choice. Yumi, the leader of the biggest gang in Seoul, you know her right?"
You nodded as your heart starting to ache. Yumi had a crush on Namjoon, she would always threaten and bully you but Namjoon was always there to protect to you. You know what Yumi can do, but you were not scared because you know that Namjoon will never let anything bad happen to you.
Tears flooded your eyes as regrets starting to pinch your heart. You should've listened to him before leaving him.
"She forced me to do her or she will kill both of us. I asked her to just kill me but she won't agree, she said she would kill me and you in front of one another. I...I-I don't want you to die..." He cried.
"I obeyed her even though I didn't really want to. It was so disgusting. The whole time we were doing it I was crying, I was thinking of you and I--" You cut him off when you crashed your lips on him.
"I'm sorry... I should've listened to you before leaving. I should've waited for you. I was such a fool." You sobbed as tears stained your cheeks.
"I'm sorry too." Namjoon whispered on your lips.
"Thank you for saving my life Namjoon." You smiled.
"I love you (Y/N). I still love you. I never stopped loving you." Namjoon caressed your cheeks.
"I love you too." He crashed his lips on yours. He kissed you passionately, you can say that he missed you as much as you missed him.
He lifted you off the ground while your lips are still attached on each other.
"I'll never leave you again."
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