trying 💌 poetry

my angel

my angel

you sit there trapped in heart
while i watch our love fall apart
i knew from the beginning, the very start
that a devil and angel together is not smart

i am the devil and you are the queen
you are the nice and i am the mean
there is no contraption, nor a machine
that could make my conscience clean

i know for a fact that you think i am nice
that you changed me forever, but think twice
as none can make me, a storm, turn to paradise
but sadly you try still, no matter the cost or price

i never understood why love's symbol was a dove
you say falling in love, but it soars high above
it's white feathers remind me of your glove
and your purity and your quest for love

look somewhere else, my dear
for i am the devil, and by me, love is not near
and you, an angel, deserve love and not fear
so please, my angel, let me be deaf why you hear

as you want to sit in heart, as i stand in hate
i want power and all you wish for is a date
and, my angel, i hope you celebrate
as i, the devil, give into my fate

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ok- this is def the best thing i've ever written