The First Try

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you and meredith go to the skills lab and are working hard

meredith- you feeling okay?

you nod
you- yup, im fine

meredith puts her hand on yours
meredith- i'll always be here for you, whenever you need me

you smile
you- i know, thankyou mer mer... i love you

meredith smiles
meredith- i love you too, you hungry? i can go grab us something?

you nod
you- yeah, that would be nice

meredith- okay, i'll be back now

⚠️trigger warnjng, includes s€lf-h@rm and @ttempted sui$ide⚠️

meredith leaves and you just sit there staring into the air, after a few minutes you get up and smash a glass... you grab a part of the glass and put it to your wrist

you whisper to yourself
you- i'm so sorry mom, i love you

you cut your wrists on both sides and loads of blood starts rushing out of you, you fall to the floor... a few minutes go by and your barley conscious. mark walks past and notices you, he runs in

mark- omg y/n, hey you stay with me
he shouts
mark-SOMEONE GET ME ADDISON MONTGOMERY

meredith comes running in and she starts to cry
meredith- omg what happened!!

mark- i don't know, i think she tried to k*ll herself

meredith- y/n you stay with me, you hear me! you cannot leave

your barely conscious
you- dad, mer, i love you and i'm sorry, tell mom and derek i love them too and that i'm sorry

mark- no don't you dare, you hear me y/n, i need you, i need to make things right

you lose consciousness

meredith- we need to get her into surgury

mark- we're not going to have time, she will be too far gone

meredith stands there for a few seconds
meredith- then we do it here, quick

meredith & mark are mid through and derek and addison come in

addison stands there in shock

derek- what happened to her? why wasn't we paged?

mark- we didn't have time, she tried k*lling herself... it's bad

meredith- but she's doing good so far, we just... we have to keep going

addison is still standing there in shock

mark- addie, come over here, hold her hand, she needs you

addison slowly walks over and holds your hand
she bursts out in tears
addie- come y/n, be a fighter! don't give up, please keep fighting

meredith and mark finish the surgury and your in recovery, you slowly start to regain consciousness
addie and mer are holding your hands, derek and mark are sitting at the edge of the bed.

you slid your words
you- mom... dad

addie- hey hey, your okay

you- i'm so sorry

mark- you have nothing to be sorry for, i'm the one who's sorry... i want to make things right

you- mer, derek i'm so sorry, i never wanted to hurt any of you

meredith hugs you
meredith- it's okay, please talk to us.... we're here for you, no matter what time or day

you- i know, i just... i couldn't cope with it, i don't want to feel like this anymore

mark- we can help you, please will you give me a second chance?

you- do you still love me?

mark hugs you
mark- of course i do, with all of my heart

you- second chance, it's the only chance your getting so don't screw it up

mark- i promise you i won't, i love you

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