They phoned nearly 4 hours...
I should be happy for them!
They had their first date yesterday...
I try my best to be happy for them!
I really do!
I know they deserve it, they deserve the love and everything, i really know.
But a feeling is always there when i think of them.
Cause with them its so easy, they fell in love so fast and seem to have the perfect first love.
But why was it so easy for her to fall in love with him??
When we first met, i did so much I gave everything and I loved her, i still love her so much, i went through so much bad things because of her, i cried so many tears because of her, some things she did hurt me so, so much, still I always seemed fine to her.
But why is it so easy for them?
Why does she just give him love, why didnt she do it when we met?
Why is she like that to him, but wasnt to me?
Why does everything work so good for them, it is so unfair
I went through so much pain because of her, and I still wasnt enough for her.
I loved her so much and I trusted her with my life.
I just want her to say she will always remember me.
I wish I could go back to the time we met.
Cause back then, at the beginning, everything was fine.
Well, it seemed fine
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My diary
RandomThis is just a book about my thoughts with some themes that a few people can relate to:) Like love, pain, and stuff I will write Trigger Warning if it is needed though, there will be some Storys with that. If you need someone to talk to or be frien...
