shu head cannons

feel again pt 2

these stories belong to diabolic shu over on tumblr and shu belongs to the company name Rejet. 

There was a sudden rush of euphoria as you're quickly turned under him and his fangs plunge into your neck.

Oh no, this wasn't a usual scene.

Shu NEVER gets on top. He's too lazy to move remember?

So as he sucks and licks at your neck, you carefully undo his shirt buttons, finally being able to see Shu's body. In his frenzy he somehow had ripped the strap of your top and it had slid down one side of your body. Baring half of your chest.

You felt your warm skin on his cool hard chest, you gasp as his hands grab yours suddenly and puts them above your head.

His fangs retract and he angrily kisses and bites around your neck and shoulder.

"Shu.." You find yourself moaning.

"You want to feel? What a lewd woman you are!" He bites hard in your shoulder, "Most women in this situation would be begging for freedom!"

You gasp at his words.

"Wouldn't you want to go and be happy?" His words are bitter but his bites and kisses are getting sweeter. "To live you're life?"

He suddenly looks up, you stare back at him hot tears falling down your cheeks. "Leave here?"

Shu's eyes look troubled. "You wouldn't have to suffer with us anymore."

Why did he look so pained? Your tears came quick as you though of leaving. Of leaving him. The only comfort in this place. The only safe place you ever felt. Before and here in the castle.

"I can't leave." You cry out weakly, Shu looks bewildered.

"What? You.."

"I cant leave..I can't leave ...you.." Tears that had been held in for months came flooding out.

Shu held still, as if he was processing it all.

"You'd rather stay? Here?"

You nodded unable to say anything.

"Because of a silly attachment to me?" He bites out suddenly. He looks as though he's mad at you.

"It's not just an attachment.." you try hard to get your words out. "Shu...all this time.."

Shu hovered above you completely still and completely blank.

You threw everything out the window, torn down the wall you built and the person you made.

"I-I love you... even if you don't believe it..I do!" Your voice was becoming hoarse but your tears were drying.

"Love?" He made a face like you had spat at him.

Oh no, he was going to do his whole, 'I'm a vampire I don't believe in love' speech. And no way, not now was you going to let him do it!

"Yes!" You nearly yell, "I love you, I have spent nearly every day with you, even if it was without actually talking to each other! Just you being there was enough for me. And you were the only one to do it!"

Shu was back to poker face, you guessed that he was slightly shocked how quickly you had turned the tables and now you was the one angry.

"We found comfort in each other and you can't deny that. You might not want to admit it Shu but that's how I felt. We have both suffered and become reserved. Are you listeni.....!"

A warm harsh kiss interrupted you.

Your mind now racing with different things to say, actions, scenarios. But you couldn't hold onto one thing for long. You just melted helplessly into his kiss.

He pulled back slowly, his eyes avoiding yours.

"I never.. I don't.." He struggled.

Shu has never had to describe or even understand his feelings before. Who would he even have to tell?

You just wrap your arms around him, hiding his face.

"I get it Shu." You whisper.